Goodbye 2012

So in a few hours 2012 is going to end. A new year, new surprises, new adventures, new people, new tears, smiles, laughs and memories to be made. I honestly have no idea how its 31st December. The year has gone so bloddy fast. I remember blogging about how im going to enter year 11 and now i just completed my first term of year 12!. AHHHHH time is going so bloddy fast and I know that 2013 will go as fast if not faster.

I am going to graduate in 9 months. In september! Im going to be free from high school. I can almost taste the freedom. I keep a diary and looking back at my resolutions i have kept only a few. I am very bad at keeping new years resolutions. But then again they are quite impossible. Like one of my first ones we "stop biting nails" Umm hello? Old habits die hard i am 16 i don't think i will be stopping any time soon! haha :P i don't know what this years new years resolution will be and if i will even make one. I cant wait to write in my new diary! This years one has flowers, i basically gratified over my 2012 one which was green.

The top things that happened in 2012

1. I went to UN Youth Camp which was an amazing experience. Met so many new people, made great friends and basically enjoyed my self
2. Went to Manly with Yafa and had Ben and Jerry's ice cream
3. Dad allowed me to go to Easter Show with my friends. So we went at 7 am in the morning. 
4. Did the Chilli Challenge with Chantelle and the people from some tv network filmed us
5. Went out more because my dad said i could and because I'm growing older! FREEDOOOMMM
6. Became obsessed with youtube blogger Brownmanthinks
7. Turned 16 and got my Licence
8. Made new friends who are very awesome
9. Got twitter
10. Socialised more and talked with more people
11. Dropped Chemistry which turned out to be a very bad decision
12. Welcomed my niece into the world (Hridya)
13. Welcomed my baby cousin into the world (Neil)
14. Got a  small job and started saving up money for ENGLAND
15. Bought stuff with my own money for myself and my parents
16. Decided what i really want to do in Uni ( I really hope i stick to it )
17. We bought another house
18. Became close with my family and my brother
19. Bought a pair of Doc Martens with my own money
20. Died my hair
21. Swam in an ocean
22. Decided Law was not for me and that I would have probably died if i ended up doing Law at Uni
23. Gave my brother who is deathly afraid of cockroaches a cockroach for his birthday all wrapped up in a box
24. Was one of the top 50 Applicant out of 400 for the Youth Advisory Council 2012
25. Got a chance to go to State Convention to represent my school
26. Became reserved for Australian Constitutional Convention
27. Met some pretty awesome scientists
28. Fell in love with UNSW
29. Bought my first pair of heels
30. Bought a magical head band with Yafa 

2012 was undoubtedly an amazing year but not the best thus far. I'm hoping 2013 or 2014 will be one of my lucky years when I can truly experience the world. I have always been an introvert. I'm starting to creep out of my shell and experience the world and meet new people. I think ill continue to do that. I haven't made up my new years resolutions yet, but once i have i shall post them. (I'll do them by tonight)

And thank you to all of you who have read my blog and put up with my rants and random jibberish.

I wish you all a very happy New Years Eve and hope that  2012 - the year that was- was a spectacular one for you.

One Love.

Jervis Bay

So on the 26th this blog turned 1 years old! Im so happy I actually kept this blog and used it, unlike the other one which I left to be in a cold dark corner. I feel extremely guilty because i haven't studied at all since school has been out. This is pretty bad considering its my HSC. WHAT ARE YOU DOING SRESTHA? *sigh* i will be studying soon...

On the 26th we went to Jervis Bay which was amazing! So beautiful it was like tumblr beaches! I managed to bring home some sand because jervis bay :) Here are the highlights of the day

• I swam in the ocean it was so blue and pretty and amazing and basically all the adjectives you can find for anything  good.
• My brother didn't want to go in so my dad picked him up and threw him in the ocean
• I built a sand castle =D I didn't want to go alone because everyone was eating so i forced my brother to come with me. And just like an awesome sauce big brother he sat their patiently in the sun while i built a sand castle. 
• My brother and I had a race to see who could dig the biggest hole and get water. Because we are both pretty stupid we chose an area that would take us years to find water. I ended up digging a hole so big that i fit inside it.
• I sat in the whole and buried myself in it. Then as usual I couldn't get out so my brother had to pull me out of there.
• I had the best Ben and Jerry's ice cream "peanut brittle" so effing good!
• Took lots of pictures
• slept in the car!

Here are some photos!

21/12/12

So the world did not end. Im not sure if that is a good thing or a bad things. I mean yes its a good thing because the world didn't end, no one died and all those good stuff. But the down side is  that I now have to do my HSC :( anyways. Its Christmas today! Merry Christmas to you all :) Tomorrow is going to be my 1 year anniversary for my blog. This year has gone by so fast.

Anyways, on the 21st of December I went on a cruise with my  brother and aunty. It was my aunty's work place Christmas party thingo and my brother and i tagged along. It was fun i guess, well the top deck was good. There was a cue guy who was serving all the drinks at the bar. My brother and I kept on going downstairs to go stalk him. The cruise went around the harbour which was really nice. I taught my brother how to cut a dinner roll and put butter on it properly. Mind you he is older than me. He didn't get it, so he took mine and ate it :( So I was forced to eat his. We came home at 1:30 in the morning and went straight to sleep. I have attached some random photos my brother and I took in the day :D

End of School

So the school year has ended for me. And do you know what that means !? I've just completed 25% of my HSC! WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? O.O WHAT???

Time is going to fast i just got into year 11! This time last year i remember finishing the school certificate being in full happy mode for the holidays. Now... I have a bunch of homework, assignments, and catching up to do.

Yr 12 has made me so sleepy! I woke up at 7 am ate breakfast and at 8:30 i went back to sleep and its now 9:30 (just woke up) and this rate i will get no homework done what so ever. I'm not sure if i should be looking forward to the holidays. I'm not really doing anything. But then again, knowing my parents they will probably spring some vacation on me.
I really want to go to Jervis Bay and swim!

Anyways, now I'm off. Not to be productive but to watch youtube and catch up on once upon a time instead of legal studies and biology :P

brownmanthinks

If you guys have not yet found out I have now found a new obsession. BROWNMANTHINKS. I've been watching hid videos since the begging of the year and I think its about time i declare my "fan girl" attitude towards him.
If you guys don't know who brownmanthinks is i suggest you search him up. He is this effing gorgeous youtube vloger who makes random funny vlogs about everyday life things.
Just like with all my obsessions my friends think he is effing horrendous. But come on, we all know I have good taste. (My friends beg to differ) anyways, I'm going to put a link of his youtube channel down below so go check it out.

http://www.youtube.com/user/brownmanthinks

Its funny how you think you have control

Its funny how some people just fly into your life and think they automatically control you. Now this person hasn't flown into my life but into the life of someone really close to me.

They think that they have the right to dictate someones life, who they talk with, what they do, wear, see, hear , taste and smell. Basically taking over their life. It really makes me laugh because it shows how insecure they are. They don't have the common sense that doing all this will only lead to ones downfall in that certain area.

I am known to speak my mind when I get mad and I have resisted so much from doing so. It really makes me mad when i just have to sit here and watch it all happen. But you know what. I have reminded you of your duties time and time again and if you fail to comprehend then i have nothing left to say. I guided you and showed you the right path as your elder. But if you dont want to listen to someone who is so so so close to you, then i guess i will just sit here with a bag of popcorn. We all know where this going to lead and it wont be good. I stopped telling you because there is no point on speaking to a brick wall, and now this "movie" is going to be great. Honestly darling you need to sort out your priorities and know what the definition of some words are.

Its not going to last for long. Magic comes with a price dearie..

Museum of Human Disease

So today after school Yafa, Chantelle, Kishani and I went to the museum of human disease in UNSW. It was interesting and the specimens were very cool. But thats not what my blog post is about. It's about what happens to and from. So we got on from macqurie fields station on the museum via Granville train which obviously takes 25 minutes more but us four being the idiots we clearly are decided to get on that train anyway. The time it takes to go from Mac fields to Glenfield is 4 minutes and in that four minutes we were arguing whether to get off and get the next train or stay on this train. The stop came and we got off. We stood infront of the train doors again arguing to get ack on or not. At last kishani who was very confused and frustrated said "GUYS LETS GO" and just as the doors were closing we all got in. The rest of the train ride went with talking and laughing as usual. We got off at Central and needed to get a train to UNSW. Chantelle who was at the front got in the bus (it was a prepaid bus + we didn't know that). Chantelle asked "does this bus go to Anzac road (or parade forgot which one she asked) The driver who was incredibly nice said "yes, you have to buy a ticket from there". I'm not sure what Chantelle heard but we all got on and the bus one by one and slowly sat down while he smiled. He obviously realised that 4 girl who were stressed and tiered just came into the city. Clearly somewhere they have never been before and dosent know how to use public trasport. This is what we get for living in South West Sydney. Chantelle and I, once we start laughing we can never stop unlike Yafa and Kishani who can just turn it off. So the whole ride we got death stares from Kish and Yafa whilst we continued laughing. We finally got off. But at the wrong stop. We had to walk the whole length, from top to bottom of UNSW to get to our place. But once we got there it was fun. After we were finished we went to circular quay and ate food. Food is amazing :) When we were finished and was heading back to the station a stupid bird sat on my bag... well was about to until yafa saved my life. She squawked. Yes you read right. Like a bird and  the bird got scared and flew right acorss my face to which i screamed. I actually thought the bird squawked but it turned out to be yafa :) On the way back we read mX and read very interesting stories such as some lady breast feeding monkeys WTF? and dogs driving. So yeah thats pretty much it. Tomorrow I have a legal excursion. Im hoping the case will be good.

Things i don't understand

There are many things i don't understand, and here are a list of them (in no particular order)

1. Why people write on toilet doors (high school)
2. Why people fight over religion
3. Why is rock melon called rock melon? it don't look like a rock!
4. Why do people have to all push and shove and kill each other to be at the top of a certain group, class, or line. People relax, work together
5. Why there are some people who always have to be or have or do more than you. For example, say ... Person 1 : Oh my god guys have you watched that movie, i love it its so good. Person two:  omg omg omg, yes i love it i watched it 3 times, i know all the dialogues. Mate why do you have to be to ( i don,t know the word )
6. My favourite one. Why is it that instantly, when most girls (from the ones i have seen) when they get into a relationship automatically become a hot mess. Now with that I mean that they are always sad, always fighting always picking at things which are completely normal and on top of that why do they act as if they are on life support all eh time and that their boy friend is the oxygen keeping them alive
7. Why do people speak so loud on the bus or train. No one wants to listen to your conversation
8. Why some fruit are named as they are. For example, passionfruit. where did that come from?
9. Why girls have DNM's in the toilet like wtf dude
10. When in a relationship, ( I've seen this happen in many ) why does the boy "ban" the girl from talking to other boys and why does the girl "ban" the boy from talking to other girls? Relationships are built on trust and honesty, if you cant trust your partner to talk to another girl or boy then that isn't a real relationship. (that's just my view)


Oh and this is my 100th post! Its nearly been a year since I've started this blog!

Blue Blood

Now, I had the weirdest dream last night. As most of you have seen, i wear a ring on my hand. The replica of Kate Middleton's engagement ring. So now I'm my dream there were people out to kidnap me and take my ring. They tried to take my ring off my finger but my finger had swell up (it usually does in summer because I'm allergic to the heat). So yeah, they couldn't so instead they cut my finger off. But when they started cutting they saw blue blood coming out. Which was even more weird because the royal family often refer to  themselves having "blue blood". And to top it all off, thanks to HSC English, i woke up saying "Belonging to people or place" Yepp. Thats right. Belonging to people or Place.


On another note, I have pretty much neglected my blog for quite sometime because
a) My life is as about interesting  as a moths
b) Year 12 is really demanding.

Until next time
Ciao Amigo

Guys... I've found Dave Franco

So i went to the temple yesterday and i saw a duplicate of Dave Franco. Most of you know how obsessed i am with Dave franco so when i saw this guy i nearly died. He was the brown version of dave franco. However here comes the funny part. He was not another fellow worshiper going to the temple. He was the priests son who was carrying out his fathers job for the day. Yes enough said. Very embarrassing. T___T none the less he did look like a replica of Dave!

Why must the honest people die?

Why is it that the most honest and lovely people have to die first. I wish my grandfather was alive. Today i started my body of art for my HSC and my concept is my grandfather.  I only wish he was here to see it. He would have been so happy to see me today, see how i am and what i do and what I'm like. He would be so proud to see me study, sing, drive and work. He would be so proud. You know, my grandfather loved me the most out of pretty much everyone in the world in my opinion. When i was born, he went to the registration office  and changed HIS birth date to the same one. I only knew of this when he died. All over the newspapers it had his birth and date day. His birthday said 14th June. I was shocked. That was my birthday. Obviously that wasn't his real birthday so i asked why was it on the newspapers. Then my grandmother told me that he had changed it the day i was born and kept it as a part of his identity till he died. I wish he was here. Actually he is here. He is always here, with me, in every step of the way. Looking down upon me and guiding me. I only hope and pray that i can live upto his dreams.

I will hit you across the face

So today while walking to Earth and Environmental class this stupid, obnoxious year 8 kid kept on bouncing his basketball and stopping me from getting to my class. He would move right next/infront of me going " ohh loookk! ohhh look". And me being the hot tempered person i am felt like hitting him across the face. Mind you, i controlled all those emotions, he was in the perfect angle for me to hit him. Instead, i got so pissed i bounced the basketball off him and threw it in the opposite direction and walked off. And just like a typical year 8 boy he winged "Heyy thats my ball!" Yepp your right that is your ball and now its rolling off. Halfway through the class Nazia, Maria and I went to wash our hands form the prac. I was telling Nazia and Maria the story and on out way back to class Nazia took the basketball and hid it. When the bell went we waited in a corner to see the guys reaction. However, Nazia hid the wrong ball. T______T  But its okay, i got him back. On my way back from the canteen, the guy saw me again and threw the ball in my direction. Stupid guy cant even aim straight it hit the ground. So Yafa picked up the ball and we walked off to the senior area. The charm of being a senior, the guys didn't come running after us. After i while i felt guilty and said that we should return the ball. So we went to return the ball and found that two of the guys friends were looking for the ball and came upto us when they saw it. But yeah thats my story. I wish i had hid it in the bush or something, they would have never found it then. Muhahah. But then again i shouldn't be saying that, I'm a senior.

Here's to another wave of emotions.

Here's to another wave of emotions that attack me every so often. And yet again it is the same old emotion that seems to turn my whole day upside down. Feelings of anger and enragement, like you want to scream at anyone who dares to talk to you. Feeling like you want to run away to someplace no one knows you, somewhere where the houses are old and made of bricks, covered in green ivory. Some place where its raining and storming so i can sit and stare out my window sill. Somewhere away from the fear of failure and not living up to not societies but your own expectations and those you love most. I just want to go somewhere far far away where i can just unwind for a couple of days and return, not maybe not return.  I found a four leafed clover yesterday, i should be showered with good luck and success, yet all i seem to be getting is failure and no luck...

And so yr 12 it began

So school started on Monday. And while it came as a shock to well only me it was a pretty bad sunday. I marked sunday as my last weekend ever, my last day on sanity and watching movies and sleeping before school starts. I had planned to watch cartoons with my mum and spent monday morning before graduation talking to friends which i would properly not talk to for a long time. Whilst i was in the middle of my dream period Maria also known as my Clyde texted me. She asked what books i was going to bring for school tomorrow. I laughed at her and said that school doesn't start till tuesday. Well turned out joke was on me because school was on monday. I spent the remainder of my sunday getting my books ready and going basically insane.

On monday

•  Our disgusting and satan possessed Maths faculty gave all two unit students a maths test for which about 40-50% of the students were unprepared for as they didn't get a notice. 
•  We graduates and had to endure boring speeches

On tuesday

•  Realised how good my biology teacher is this year
•  Got to bring my Yr 11 art works home
•  Got a heart attack when they were calling out the names for the new english classes. I didn't know what to expect and thought i would go down. But thankfully i dint.
• Julie and I are in the same class. May i add Julie was exstatic. 

Tomorrow is Wednesday which means that we get to leave school at 12:40! MUAHAHA >:D

On other news i was so tiered from studying yesterday that i woke up at 8 am. Just to let you guys know, my bus leaves at 8:03. I slept through my alarm and my mum who said she woke me up a few times but i just fell back asleep. Which is actually pretty believable. 

*** THE CUTE/HOT/CAPABLEOFCONCERINGFRANCE  GUY FROM YOUTH CAMP WAS ON CHANNEL 7 YESTERDAY. I WROTE ABOUT HIS GODLY APPEARANCE IN MY "UN YOUTH CAMP POST SO GO CHEK THAT OUT***

Diamond coated lamb

Yes, you read right. Diamond coated lamb. So on sunday my mum was making lamb curry, and a while ago i have her my diamond ring to wear. So this ring had ten square diamond set on it and so I didn't want to wear it too school. Now, my mum lost it. So i was going really upset. We looked everywhere, we even went through the god damn bin! At the end we realised we would never find it and i accepted my defeat. So later on when my um finished cooking the lamb and was plating it up what do i see but my diamond ring. Yes thats right, mum just cooked lamb curry with a diamond ring. Im really happy that the stones didn't fall off, but the sides did burn a little. But at least we found it.

On other news, while my dad is gone my OCD has kicked in. I spent the first half of the day vacuuming the house. Every single corner of the house is now dust free,  including behind sofas and other furniture. I also cleaning and scrubbed the whole bathroom clean. Tiring but worth it. Tomorrow i shall wipe the stair case and maybe clean the toilets.

I really dont want holidays to end. I don't want to go into year 12 :( The only thing thats going to get me through is knowing tat after the HSC i don't have to study till UNI!

I miss you so much.

I had a dream about my grandfather last night. This year will be the 4th year of his passing. My grandfather was like my best friend, he was always there for me always talked to me and played with me when i was young. He never divided the love he gave me to any of his other grandkids. What we had was special. It was unbreakable. And times like this i wish i could talk to him or give him a hug.

It's sad how i call his mobile but no one ever picks up, i write him letters but he never reads. I call out his name at home and he never responds. It's been four years yet if i still think about him you will find me crying. Anyways this dream i had about him made me miss him even more. My grandmother is coming to Australia next month and yesterday i was talking to her about how many years later she will see me. The dream went like this...

So i was somewhere old, it looked like India, but a place in india i have never been to. It was old and had broken stairs and the walls were made of clay. I saw my grandfather and ran up to him. He was leaning again a door or wall, i don't remember. So i asked him, "Your going to come  to Australia! Your going to come after 8 years!" And something happened which i don't remember but then someone said "your grandfather is dead" and i said no he's not, I'm talking to him now. And there like no he's dead and i didn't believe it.  Then their like he died 4 years ago and they showed me his picture with garlands around it. And then i remember bursting into tear and crying for 2.5 hours? Yes 2.5, weird :s.

And when i woke up i had a massive headache and my face was wet from crying. I wish i could see or talk to him again. He is honestly one of my favourite persons in the world. Probably more so than my parents. So, you can see how much i love him.

My first day of driving

I was so upset and frustrated yesterday that i completely forgot to blog about my first day of driving. I got my licence in july and finally after about 2 months I was finally allowed to drive. Now my parents refuse to teach me until i have had 6-7 lessons from an instructor. Why? no idea. So yesterday I went. It was fun, kind of scary but mostly fun. The roundabouts were really scary because i thought i was going to crash and die. I ended up going at 80km/h and the lady nearly killed me and kept pressing the break every time :( My next lesson is on friday which I'm really excited about. I cant wait till i have had a few lessons so i can drive my parents car. Anyways, I'm off to my sisters house for the whole day to see my beautiful niece =D
Ciao x.

A message to my parents.

Everyone is so busy these days. I feel like i'm living in a hostel. Dad comes home and spends time cleaning the house, feeding or playing with the dog or spending time to his self or doing his research work. Mum comes home and does all the cooking or her office work. I have no time to talk to or communicate with anyone. I feel like I'm living in those Bollywood movies where the mum and dad are always working and the child is only alive because of her servants and the heap of things there parents buy for them. Haven you seen those Bollywood films? If not, go watch one and you will know how i feel like. I am so sick and tiered of being alone and expected to entertain myself. And if i want to go out with my friends, oh no no, thats not going to happen. I wont be allowed. So what am i supposed to do? I am so frustrated at the moment. The only time i get to talk with my parents is when they are screaming at me for doing something. If i want to watch a movie with the family it always has to be a documentary about effing science. No normal movies in this household. My dad once took the bloddy whole family out to effing gold glass cinema to watch "The inconvenient truth" what the hell man? I just went there for the food, then i feel asleep. Seriously i feel as if there will be no difference if i live by myself because it bloddy well feels like it 100% of the time. What ever happened to the nuclear family? What ever happened to doing thing together or even sitting down at the family table and talking about the day? Ugh. Im just so frustrated.

WORST DAY OF 2012

So, how was my legal exam? I cried. Thats how it was. The love of my life (legal studies) has betrayed me! Thats right, do you hear this legal studies? you made me cry. How could you? Do you feel happy now? Huh? I thought what we had was something special...

So i sat there in my exam and had a black out on one of the short answer questions. Exactly what happened in my science exam last year for SC. I sat there in the middle of legal with nothing in my head. So what do i do? Instead of trying to think i start to cry. Followed by me giving up. Then i thought to my myself, "no don't give up" so i wrote like crazy and then i gave up again. Most of my exam was a mental battle.

I am so glad its only year 11 but still, this just brought down my self-esteem to a whole new low. I will never be able to become a lawyer, let alone purse my dream career of becoming a diplomat.

I admit...

I admit i didn't try for maths this year. In my defence the only thing i have to say is "I'm a gemini". Looking at the test today i realised that it was really easy if i actually payed attention in class. oh well. I will try next year though. I have no choice. The prelims are nearly over and i haven't talked to my dad since saturday when he left to germany. :'(
I remember at the beginning of the year i put my heart and soul into biology and now the night before the exam and i haven't made notes for the last topic. WHY SRESTHA ARE YOU DOING THIS T YOURSELF!

On other happy news, my grandma is coming to Australia next month :D And she is making me one of those name necklaces which i've always wanted. I wonder what name she is going to put on it seeing i have a gazzilion of names. One from each family member to be exact.

I cant wait to see my grandma, i haven't seen her since year 8 :(

I have a feeling i wont end up talking to my dad until he returns form germany which is sunday =='
Stupid time difference T_T

Wish you were here...

So my dad decided to head off to Germany today and leave me alone to tackle my Preliminary exams. Now, as much as I disliked my dad calling me up after school and interrogating me about my exams, I will miss it. I have to go through the preliminary exams without my dad. To you guys reading it  this might sound weird. But think about it, would you be able to do your exams without the support of one of your parents? I sure cant. Anyways, i will try my best even though I'm basically screwed for majority of my subjects. By majority i mean ALL. You know, as much as I'm scared for my exams, I'm also really excited. I'm going to be in year 12 o.O. Anyways, I just wanted a little break from studying. I shall retreat into my little cave and study for the night.


GOALS FOR THE HOLIDAY
'- Learn how to make caramel slice
- Read a book
- Take the dog for a walk
- SLEEP
- EAT
-LAUGH

I've been waiting for this day since year 7 :')

I can not express in words or actions how happy I am that there is no more sport. I have been dreaming of this day ever since year 7 and now its here. But my only regret is that i could not enjoy the last sport class ever of high school. Today was supposed to be the last sport class and i was going to go and actually do sport for once in my high school life. However, i chose to stay home :(
Prelims are so close, its only 4 days away. Why the eff is time going so fast? I don't want to go to year 12, I'm not even tall enough D:

In a matter of months we will be graduating high school and going in different directions. We will possibly never see some of our class mates again. The outdoor shelter will be deserted. There will be no more lunch times spent nagging teachers for our test papers. Everything will be so different.
You know, I wonder if we have matured. I see my friends and my classmates around me and they look the same. To me they never grew up, I never grew up. I'm still the same old girl who got her hand stuck in the vending machine and refused to let go of my coke and started crying because i thought i was going to die :L
Life will never be the same again without the class of 2013.

Macbook pro

So after much anticipation, I finally got my Mac Book! I thought i wasn't going to get it until the holidays but my dad took a spontaneous decision to buy a Samsung Gallexy Tablet thing and said he would buy me a mac book as well =D. Yay me :) I'm still getting used to it, there is so much to explore with the mac book o.O

I didn't  get a chance to study all day which means i will be cramming tomorrow for the prelims which is next week D: Time is going to fast, were (my grade) going to be in year 12 in just a few weeks. Year 12 is going to fly by and then BOOM! Were in uni.

Anyways, I'm getting tiered. These days nothing even remotely interesting happens so i can't blog about anything. I have also completely neglected my diary from July, it's nearly september now.

I give up

Preliminary Exams creeped up sooner than i expected. Time is going to fast. Today i realised in legal class how hard prelims are going to be. I thought i knew my legal contest good. Boy was i wrong. I opened the 2011 exam and i died. I guess its my fault because i completely neglected the reform stuff because i didnt feel like it. Now i feel the pain. Maths, no questions asked. I am prepared to see a 20% in my exam. Grah. These days i feel so sleepy because of all the studying. HSC is scaring me now T__T. Anyways, i shall go back to procrastinating and drinking coffee.

Coincidental? a sign? my stupidity?

Okay so this really freaky thing happened. It's probably not freaky or mearly as interesting to you but to me it was quite "wow". So last night i had this weird dream about this guy who i am an aquaintance with. The guy is really good looking and i may or may not have had a crush on him some time back. But thats not the point. I woke up in the morning thinking. WTF? Because it was totally weird, I've never talked to this guy in my life, just met him here and there and BOOM he's in my dreams. Thats not the freaky part, the freaky part is that today i felt like stalking ppl in fb. Since i dont have fb i was using my dad's and i went on that guys page. And there it said it was his birthday today o.O and the most freaky part is not that it was his birthday today and i saw a dream about him, but that... HE WAS WEARING THE BLOODY SAME SHIRT IN MY DREAM AS HE WAS IN HIS DP. and i dont have fb so i havent seen his dp since last year. WTF?

Anyways, you guys are probably thinking im a total nut case who is thinking too much into stupid things such as this, in which case you are right. But yeah, i just thought i should blog about this so i can laugh about it when i get older.

On other bad news... We finish yr 11 in 4 weeks. Need i say any more?

Final weeks of year 11

I am so scared for yr 12. Yr 11 went so fast! I know it hasnt eneded yet, but it wont take long for until we realise we are in year 12. And worse still, yr 12 is going to go flying and sooner than we know it we will be sitting in that hall doing our HSC. T___________T
The next few weeks are so stressful. I have camp next week, upon my return onto week 5 i have 3 assesments. Need i say more? Exactly 3 weeks after that we have preliminary exams and then BOOM were in yr 12. I have honestly accepted the fact i will be failing maths because 1. we havent even finished the syllabus 2. that leaves me no time to revise anything D: i dont want to move classes. I want to stay in my maths class. Earth and Environment im screwed for. I have completely negelected it and now i feel the pain. I have to go back and revsie from chapter one . Ugh. As for English. I'm screwed. I have to remember a shit load of quotes and techniqes from identity and macbeth and perspective. So much work. My brain is going to explode. Anyways....

I was talking to my sister today, we were talking about the baby and i said that i literally told every tom, dick and harry about my new born niece. The funny thing is that my sister put me on speaker and every time i would talk about the baby, the baby would smile would smile!!!! So my sister got jealous because the baby didnt smile these two days and as soon as she heard me speaking about her she smiled! My life is complete :)

MY SISTER FINALLY GAVE BIRTH

So after waiting 9 agonising months i am finally a aunty! Well not 9 months, it was due on August 10th but my baby niece decided to be early. She was born on the 28th of July ( yesterday ) at 7:45pm! Her name is Hridya Das, nick name : Rapti and im going to call her Saronita. Which is a mash up of my name and my sisters. I am so excited, i cant wait to see her grow up infront of my eyes and see the world! She looks like a duplicate of my sister, with the big eyes, same lips and chubby cheeks she is going to pull in all the guys when she grows up ;) I cant belive im an aunty now. I texted everyone on my contacts list yesterday so sorry if i you got a random text. The next few days years i will be talking non stop about this beautiful little princess. But yeah. I cant wait till she grows up. and here are a few pictures of her ( down below ). She wasnt even one day old when the photos were taken, yet she looks like a week old baby. This ones going  to grow up fast! Welcome to the world little one!

Ghosts are real

So yesterday afternoon we had the pleasure of having a subtitute teacher for biology. My friends and I were talking about the Ouija board and how we wanted to do it at camp. The teacher over heard us and told us very sternly that it was a force not to be meddled with. Supposedly her husband and his brother had done it when they were young and their house hasd been haunted, and everyone who had visited had weird things happening to them. She even showed us something that made me shit bricks. She showed me a photo that was taken on fathers day at their house and in the background on the window there was a lady standing. Clear as day. Apperently it was the teachers mother in law. Freaky. Next thing she told us was about Psycic readings and how true they are. She said she was a skeptic and went to do it for fun with her friends. But what the Skeptics told her were so true that she started crying. Apperently psycics can communicate and give messages from the dead who wish to contact. The teacher said that this is what made her belive. They said that they said her sisters husband drowned and that this is how it happened. She was freaked out becase it was exactly how it happened. The teacher had a major car accident when she was pregnant and had broken many of her bones. She said that whilst the psycic reading was taking place she was thinking IN HER MIND is her deceased father in law was with her at that time. The psycic then said that "someone is saying yes and no" the teacher was like "what?" and the psycic said "no at time of impact but yes at hospital". The teacher understood.
Now, whats even freakier is that she says her husband's family can all see ghosts. And somehow her 4 year old daughter has the ability. Now a four year old wont lie about these things. Her four year old talks and see's her deceased grandfather. She can also see peoples face melt. Face melting means that the person is going to die soon. Anyways, there is so much more that she said and I'm getting freaked out by writing this so i shall stop here.

Yesterday, I was so scared I had to call my aunty to come and stay with me until my parents came home. Haha, so thank you Shumi Aunty :) Yesterday was also my Dogs birthday :) She turned 6 :)

There was also a massive cloud over the campbelltown reigon. The sky went full blackwith the cloud and there was a massive storm.  Too bad it only lasted a few minutes :(

Idiots at our school

So yesterday at lunch time this stupid bunch of year 9 boys ( or year 8 ) sat on the table across from us in the outdoor shelter. They usually throw stuff at people, mainly mandarin or orange skins. But that particular day they decided to throw a whole orange. And i happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. I just finished my lunch and stood up to put something in my bag and BOOM something hit me on the side of my face. It didnt hurt at that time but my whole left ear felt like it was burning or something. Then i sat down and yafa pointed out that my ear was completly red from the impact and something "exploded" on my hair. Thank you immature boys. Ugh. So Yafa went with me to the bathroom to wash it out. She was hoping to tell them off when she came back but guess what? They were gone. Surprise Surprise! Marija on the other hand was very annoyed at their behaviour and called them a bunch of "precambrian bacteria" *sigh* what biology has done to her.

When parents are behind you

When parents support you the world suddenly feels complete. So today wasnt exactly the perfect day. I got my Legal Mark back and i was very dissapointed with it. That dosent mean the mark was bad, no no, it was good but not what i expected or really wanted. So i was very dishartened. As a result i bought 2 packets of oreos and sat there sulking away whilst dunking them in my tea. I havent really done anywork today, mainly because of my depressed state of mind. Prelims are coming up very soon and i am very, very scared. I have forgotten all my English notes on Macbeth and Identity adn really dont understand anything about perspective :/ And maths? *insert laughing fit* i forgot everything there too. I hate maths. Yuck. Anyways, my mum and dad made me feel better today after my depressing legal mark. They sat down and went all the possible courses i could do and made me feel that it wasnt the end of the world. They also said that they would be happy if i got an atar of 95. Which made me feel a little less stressed. However, thaat dosent menan my aim and decreased. Im still aiming for 98 atar. I know it will be very very very very hard and competitive. However I am willing to try. Anyway, the point of this post is  to thank my mum and dad for always being here for me and supporting me when i need you. You always make me feel better and understand. So thank you, thank you for always being here. I promise one day i will make you proud.

Conversation with a telemarketer

 Most telemarketers are based in India and I have found that most get quite "excited" when they realise  that you are another fellow indian who has actually picked up the phone and responded to his question rather than hanging up there and then. So today i had an interesting conversation with a telemarketer who didnt understand the fact that I was going to hang up. They also ask really weird questions that are completly irrelevant to the whole topic they called to discuss about. This dude wanted to talk about morgage and instead the conversation went like this.

Telemarketer: Hello mam, if i am not wrong, are you from India?
Me: No why are you asking me this?
Telemarketer : Where are you from?
Me: Why ?
Telemarketer: No, here it says on the data base that your fathers name is Debashish Mazumder. Are  you from Calcutta, India?
Me: Yes, why?
Telemarketer : I am also based in India and calling from there. What is your age?
Me: 16, can you please call back after 6:30 when my dad will be able to talk to you?
Telemarketer: Okat mam. Mam what is your "good name"?
Me: Sarothi
Telemarketer: Ohh like from the Gita?
Me: Yes can you please call back later like i said?
Telemarketer: Okay mam. We are actually from the Morgage compant and we are doing a morgage help fund for your area to.....
Me: I'm very busy please call back later
Telemarketer: Okay mam. Thank you for talking mam. I like you name. Take care mam talk to you soon.

No telemarketer person I will NOT talk to you soon. NOT ever. You freak me out. Your like a pedo all the way in india.

Cant wait for summer

The last week of holidays start tomorrow. It went so fast o.O. And just like last holidays, i havent studied at all. Mainy because  i have a cold and fever. I really want to go back to Jindabyne, the place we went last christmas holidays. I miss waking upto the lake and the whole family sitting on the balcony. Time is going so fast. I cant belive its our last week of holidays D: and last term before year 12. I'm really scared now. My sisters baby is due at the endof this month beginning of next. I am so bloddy excited =D haha anyways, the weather is really nice today and it reminded me of summer. I cant wait for summer. As much as i adore winter, i really miss summer and just basking in the sun. On other news i cant wait till next month because i will finally be getting my mac book =D haha anyways i have nothing else to say. I dont want school to start again. Im not ready :(

Birthday Party

I GOT MT LICENCE! yay :) haha i was so happy yesterday because i finally  got my licence. I thought i was going to fail but i didnt =D anyways on other news the last weekend was spent celebreating my 16th Birthday Party. Saturday was for my friends and Sunday for my family friends and such. Very fun weekend but very tiring as well. Saturday was a rush i woke up late had to get ready do the deco and then went to pick up the baloons late and order the pizza. I had to go to my aunty's house to get my make up done. By then i was running late and i was stressed out. My curls dropped in the first 10 minutes which sucked but i didnt have enough time to fix it. I spent the whole day circuating among friends to try and spend equal time with everyone. The cake was amazing. We bought it all the way from campsie to remind me of my chidhood. haha. We also had a lot of food left over. Nearly 1/4 of the food we bought. Party was fun i guess, we played chlidish games which is always fun and sat around talking. I also got a chance to ctach up with some friends who i hadnt talked to for a long time.  Cake cutting part always results in cake smudged in my face, Yeep, yafa has striked again and smudged the whole piece all over my face, hair and dress.

Sunday was another party which i was too tired for but had to smile circuate. The cake we bought on sunday was good too. The cake cutting part was fun as well. All the aunties ganged up on me and  gave me "ashirvad" (blessings) in this traditional indian way which scared the shit out of me.  It sounded like she was blessing me for a wedding. I wasnt the only one who thought that. My  brother in law was like "Hey i never knew it was your wedding" That comment scored him in a judo kick :) haha but yeah all in all it was an amazing weekend.

On other news, there is bad news. One of my friends mothers has sadly passed away yesterday morning. Leaving behind a daughter in my grade and a son who is still in primary. The aunty had been suffering from cancer for a few years now and yesterday it all came to an end. I know i cant and wont say that everything will be okay because it never is when something like this happens. But please keep faith that God is alwasys looking upon you. I would like to ask everyone to pray for this family.

Day 30 of the 30 day challenge

DAY 30 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

Do you have any scars? If yes, how and where?

I do have Scars. Well, one scar. It is under my chin. Not  many people has seen it because i forget about it most of the time. I manged to ge that scar when i was 4 and 1/2 i think. I used to live in campsie back then and i was running outside when i tripped over somethin and my fell on the edge of concret stairs. My chin landed on teh edge actually. My chin compltely split open and blood was gashing out. My parents then took me to the hospital and they had to get it stiched up. They had to pull in skin from the rest if my chin to join it back together. As a result i have a huge scar.and now there is a huge scar.

Finally, i have finished the challenge. Long overdue yes but none the less accomplished.

Party prep day 2

So from yesterday we have been cooking for the party. There is going to be three parties constecutively and as a result there is mayhem in the Mazumder family house hold. haha. My aunty and mum are booking while my dad and uncle are helping. Both houses have pots of food beeing cooked for approximately 85 people over three days. It'a really fun to watch until I get called to help. Then its sad :( Yesterdat cooking went on until 9pm. We just started cooking now at my uncles house so i have no idea when its going to end. Im really sleepy. Meanwhile, i have been practicing my drivers knowledge test. I feel confidenet enough to go and do the test. I was going to do it tomorrow but mum has work :( So i guess i have till holidays start. Tomorrow one of my friends is coming over from Marubra to stay until sunday for my party.  I havent seen her in 6 months so i am very excited. I'm bored. I have nothing to do and i have practiced the driver knowledge thing approx 5-7 times and now im bored. I dont even have my notes or books to study from which is sad. Anyways im going to go and find something worthwhile of my time.

Day 29 of the 30 day challenge

So im nearly there, just one more day left! i was supposed to finish this in the april holz but i have been putting it off and now its the june holidays T_____T anyways here is day 29 of the 30 day challnege

 

DAY 29 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

When and why did you start this blog

I used to have another blog which i started in yrar 9 but soon discarded it because i never used it. You may have seen it, it was called "reasons to many irrational statements". This blog however i started on the 26th of December 2011. So not so long ago. I started it because my aunty from Adelaide came over. She was reading some "blog posts" i had written in a special book. By "blog post" I mean that i wrote things like i do on the blog on various issues and feelings in a book which i take everywhere with me. She read it and said that when she goes back to Adelaide she woulod love to read these. I said i would email them to her, but she suggested i make a blog. So yeah i made the blog because of her. I'm not sure if she still reads it, im hoping she does. So thats the reason why i started this blog

Party prep + Day 28 of the 30 day challenge

So today i was meant to stay home and revsie my legal essay which is sadly due on monday. Time to freak out. I am really stressed about it. Especially about the clarity and if i have everything down correctly. You would think after two years of being in Tishlers class i would master clarity. Alas, not everything is possible *sigh*. Holidays are coming up which i am pumped about. I have a whole list of things i need to finish these holidays, mainly which consist of untouched biology chapters. So today we started getting the things organised for the party. We went and ordered the cake today all the way in campsie. The reason being, ever since i was 4 i have been ordering my birthday cakes from a specific cake store in campsie, where i used to live. But when i moved to minto we stopped because campsie is an hour drive from here. But this year, since i am turning 16 i thought i shall go down memory lane and order it from there. I wanted to order a replica of my 4th birthday cake, which was the first birthday cake i ordered from that store. The stupid lady said she couldnt do it. T___T So i thought since my theme is disney, I'll order a disney themed cake. I hasseled the lady for 20 minutes to put on the disney figurines on my cake. But she refused because she wouldnt have any left for the other cake. What a stupid. I even said i would pay extra for them but no she dosent listen. So at the end i got a purple and white cake with a picture of the disney princesses ontop! After that we went to buy all the plates and balloons and all those stuff for the party. The only thing left now is the food and the helium ballons. I decided not to order the chairs and tables. 1. Because it might rain. 2. If it rains i dont want to spend $160 for nothing. 3. Most of the time people will be running around instead of actually sitting down.

DAY 28 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

Lyrics of your favourite song and why.

My favourite song is "someones watching over me". For those who havent watched "Raise your voice", the song is about a girl singing about her brother who died in a car crash while going somewhere with her. She was luckily saved. She was verry attached with her brother and believes that he is watching over her. I was very attached with my grandfather and when he died i used to listen to  this song on repeat. I guess i belive that my grandfather is watching over me and that is why this song has become my favourite. It truely is a beautiful song, even if you havent lost anyone close to you im sure you will like it. Theres a vid below of the song just incase you want to see.

Hunger games in real life + Day 27 of the 30 day challenge

Appologies for not finishing up my 30 day challenge which was supposed to be finished 2 months ago :) but what can i say, im a typical gemini that gets bored of things very easily and moves on without finishing it :)

So, on tuesday the biology and earth and environemntal class went on an excurtion to ingleburn reserve or kings park, which ever you prefer to call it. In a nutshell, it was the hunger games in real life. We hiked and climbed and crawled up and down rocks. The palce was still muddy and wet and very disgusting. First we went down to the river. I thought end there and do out research there. Oh i  was wrong. That was the easy part. Mr.Davis took us oon a hike up the mountain/hill which was covered in trees, some fallen and some up. Mud, water, leaves and vines that caught you feet. My foot got stuck in many vines. Yafa, I and Chantelle were at the front of the line. We were way way ahead of everyone else. Yafa and Chantelle held my hand so i wouldnt fall over. Yafa fell twice, and one into quick sand where she was sinking, but she got up. Chantelle fell once and we caught her. There was this specific place that everyone fell over. Because us 3 were infotn of everyone and everyone was out of eye shot distance we could hear screams as people were falling. It sounded like the hunger games. Everytime someone screamed there were echoes and we would stop and say "One more down" and keep on hiking. Some places were so hard to get trhough that we had to crawl. All in all it was an amazing day well kind of, minus the the assesment we had to do that no one had enough time to finish. When we came home we all died. I crawled up my stairs into my room and then collapsed on my bed until i regained the strength to go to the shower.

On other news, i think i have once again failed maths (y). I hate maths so much. Hate would even be a compliment towards my feels of math. And that is saying something. The only thing i am now worried about is my legal assesment on monday. Legal studies is my baby. I love it. I do not want to loose my ranking. If i do, you will see me crying in class. I'm really scared for legal.

DAY 27 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

What would you do with $10,000

I have told this to many people who have asked me what i would do with a huge sum of money. First thin i wouuld do is donate at leadt 20% of that money to charity. Then 40% to my parents to do whatever they want with it. The rest i would keep for myself.
With the remaining money for my self i would buy another coffee machine to add to my collction because you know i love coffee. The rest i would probaly keep in my bank until i want to  buy something nice.

The day i went to Narnia

So today i visited Narnia. No serisouly i did. I went to the Narnia exhibition that was on at the power house museam :) When i entered the wardrobe i looked and sounded very much like a squirell on crack. No joke. Some of the kids there wernt even that excited. I however was estatic! So i stepped through the wardrobe and there were the coats. And i spent 5 minutes just touching them. Then i walked in at there was "snow" and frost and fumes everywhere. I was so happy i started giggling and laughig like those 5 yearold you see in the movie when they get stuck in a candy shop. My brother just looked at me and sighed and was probably embarrased at the fact we were related. But who cares I WAS IN NARNIA! haha, the exhibition was amazing. They had the Jadas's ice throne (the white witch) and when you sat on it it felt like ice and so did the arm rests. When i stood up i felt like my bottom was wet, but it was just the ice feeling :L There were so many probs, including the swords they used and everything. Since none of my family know about the details and significance of each object i gave them i little talk as we walked by. It was so cool! There was a catapult or however you spell it, the one used in prince caspian and you could throw balls at the walls! haha! The clothes that they wore were that. Do you know what that means? SKANDAR WORE THE CLOTHES D: D: D: i ran up to Skandars clothes and just stood there trying to touch it. Mum and dad looked at me like this T_____________T haha. All the actors clothes were there. So many things were there, the golden age treasures and all the mugs and everything. Mr.Tumna's house door and the letter that the secret police wrote when he was captured by the evil queen. All the props like his flute and eveythign were there. Sadly enough every time i looked at it, it reminded me of Macbeth. Why? Cuz Mr.Tumas in Macbeth in the movie Macbeth Retold. The whole place was so magical. I wish i could stay there forever. But we had to go after an hour. It was an amazing experience however. We also got our photo taken which was $20, major rip off BUT it was Narnia! haha. I got home around at 5 and then had to get ready to go to Avisha's 17th birthday party. Very interesting party haha, we got upto some stuff and then pigged out. Spilled coke everywhere, nearly set fire to avisha's hair. Canlde wax all over the cake and much more. Haha, i got home arround half and hour ago. Today was so jam packed. It all strated from 10am when we caught the train to go to Narnia! haha ohh and did you guys know that there is a suburb in America called Narnia? I am so moving there. The cool thing will be when someone asks you where you live and you reply "Narnia!" ahaha anyways, i am off to sleep now. It has been a busy day. Tomorrow is sunday which means weekend is over. I need to do my homework o.O

I'm Finally 16!

So today is my 16th Birthday :) And thank you guys so much for your well wishes! Also a speical thanks too Yafa. Mou and Chantelle who texted me at 12 am :P and also to Avisha, Monica, Anika, Nazia, Rupanty, my aunties and uncles :) and also to probes (amruta) who called me up :) thank you so much all you guys! Its also Anika's birthday today guys! She is turning 22! If you know her, go to her wall on fb and say habby birthdy and tell her how awesome she is! Haha!

So today morning i woke up and heard plastic bags being movied around. I didnt think i was getting a present from my parents because they are throwing me 3 parties and thats more than i could ever ask for. However, shortly afterwards, my mum opened my bedroom door and stood there with a bag. Inside it was a calligrophy set! Something that i have always wanted! Mum said that dad saw it and bought it ages ago, remembering that you wanted one. So i was very happy. I also got a really really really nice birthday card and a lotto ticket! Crossing my fingers i win something, even $50 will be amazing! So yeah, i went to school and got bombarded with wishes and hugs which is always nice on your birthday. The only downside to  the day was that we had an ENGLISH ASSESMENT! D: It was okay though. Now i have to worry about my Legal Assesment and the really disgusting maths test i have coming up! So yeah, we went to Earth And Environment class next where Mr.Davis turned off all the lights and lit a candle. Everyone sang Happy Birthday and then i blew out the candle and got a lolly pop =D haha. So cool :) In bio the class sang happy birthday as well which was pretty cool :) So i came home and then changed into normal clothes and went to my singing teacher's house who is one of my aunties. I talked to her about my day and then she said that she is sorry she couldnt make my favourite pudding but will make it tomorrow :) so im looking forward to that. After that i went to my aunties house where i basicaly sat there watching tv and then got my present. I got a Napoleon lip gloss which i think is super cool, haha, I also got a red dress which i will be wearning for my party. Its the one that my aunty bought me few weeks back. I just got it today :) So yeah, once my parenst came we went to spotlight and then on the way back they asked if i wanted to go to a resturant dor dinner. But i said no because they are taking me to the Narnia Exhibition this saturday for my birthday and we will be eating out that day as well so i said i would pass today :)

I cant believe im already 16. I dont even feel 16 :( haha, i wanted to get my L's this weekend but i ahve been failing the tests miserably so thought i should wait till the holidays :)

On other exciting news Chantelle and Yafa thought that it was their responsibility to give me "the talk", now that i am 16. Oh man it was so bad. Yafa explained much like this "There is a papa bear and a mama bear. The papa bear has a snail and a snake. The mama bear has a oyster" Chantelle said " How does a snake go into an oyster? It has to be a sea animal". So yafa changed it into an ell. I think she also changed the oyser into a cave at some point. All through this im sitting there looking at them and wondering what the hell is going through their heads. Haha, none the less it was a pretty good birthday. All im looking forward to now is my party!!!

And thank you again guys for all your birthday wishes!

Oh and i know i havnt been doing the 30 day challenge but i will do it again soon!

The Ouija Board (pronounced at Widgi) aka Spirits and ghosts, how to talk to them....

So, many of you must of heard of the ouija board, which is also pronounced as the widji board. Now, for those  you who dont have a clue what the ouija baord is, it is a board that can be used to talk to sspirits. It says yes and no and then the alphabed a picture of the sun and the moon and it says good bye. A few days ago i was listening to a story about a widgi board being used by a model and  her best friend and what happened. The model was saying the story on the fifi and jules show. It went something like this.....
At a slumber party the model and all her friends used the ouija board to call upon a spirit. It worked and the model and her best friend got very interested. They wanted to see how far they could push it so started doing it every weekend, with just the two of them. One day they were talking to the spirit they called upon with the ouija board and asked it if it could let them know 5 minutes before the mother walked into the door. They used a glass as in indicator. So the two girls kept in asking questions and suddenly the glss smashed into the yes symbol. They both got startled and was like "what the hell?" The best friend of the model then said, dont you remember you told it to let you know 5 minutes beofre my mum walked in. So the model looked at the time and saw it wa 12:57. Then her mum walked in, and  the model checked the time on her clock. It was 1:02. Exactly 5 minutes.

So I told this story to Yafa and we got really interested and decided we would try it out for ouselves. We thought maybe we should do it at our house or maybe at camp. But beofre getting into any decitions we decided to research it. Thank god we did. There are so many bad stuff that can happen to you, your family and the house/place you do it. So we decided not too. We also looked at some stroies from people that had previouslly used it and got freaked out. It's also possible to make your own widgi board! Did you know that? But thats beside the point. But yeah in conclution we decided we will not do it. Even though we both want to test it out.

On other notices we both slept with the lights on yesterday because we were scared the spirit would come and haunt us. Now obviously there is no scientific explanation for this ouija boardto worka dn connect with the supernatural realm, but still, its scary.

Today in maths instead of doing maths we read ouija stories from people who used to board and contacted the spirits. In out little corner of the classroom in which we occupy is Hyrum, Hamza, Slaiman, Yafa and Me! So we borrowed Hyrums laptop adn wanted to read stories. We got slaiman interested and got him to listen to one story which Hyrum read out loud. But Slaiman got bored afterwards and said it was a load of bull crap. I think we got freaked! Hamza wasnt insterested in listening but I made him listen to it. He looked very board and occationally i would have to poke him and make sure he was listening, but they listened. We didnt find that great stories, and most of the sites were blocked, but none the less we had fun. When I got home i got spooked by myself and refused to go downstairs until my parents came home. Because they were coming home late i called up my singing teacher and made her stay with me. So yeah that's it i guess. Oh btw, i advise you to go and read about the ouija board and how to use it. Even though its probably (hopefully) not even real, its fun to read. And when you finished with that, check out some ouija board stories!

Ciao xx.

CUTE GUY

So i have been stalking this guy on youtube for a long time now. Most of my friends find his revolting, as the do with 99.7% of my crushes or celeb crushes but yeah, here is a photo of him i printscreened ;)

And if you understand hindi watch this vidio, i think you will like it :)

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SO BLODDY TRUE

So i was reading my gemini traits and came across this and nearly fell of the chair at how god damn accurate it is. So i printscreened it for you guys :)

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Campsie Food Festival

I forgot to write this in my last post but yeah, CAMPSIE FOOD FESTIVAL! Yesterday was campsie food festival. I used to go to it all the time when i used to live in campsie. I told my kindy bestie Angela to come. Even though she had plans she cancelled it to come and see me! I couldnt find her but she ended up finding me. It was so good to see her because the last time i saw her was July. So it had been quite a while. I also wanted to meet one of my other child hood friend called Nathan. Last year i wanted to find all my child hood friends from campsie but could only find a few. I couldnt find this nathan guy but this year my mum joined a new work area and found him! Well not him but found his mum. So Nathans mum told my mum that Nathan would be here so I should come. When i arrived there i was greated with a warm hug from Nathans mum who was very  happy to see me. I was really excited to meet her again because the last time i saw her i think i was 7. She said i changed alot and look completely different! So the next half hour was spent searching for Nathan, calling his phone, his sisters and his friends. To my great disapointment we couldnt reach him. And therefore i coudlnt see him! Haha, i was really looking forward to meeting him again. But anyway, Angela and I went on a huny to find any familiar faces but could find none so we went hunting for food instead. I bought a potato on a stick which was good! But way too over priced. Unfortunately we couldnt look around for long because it started raining like hell so we had to hide in the medical centre. Angela had to go soon becuse she had bought her little cousin with her and he cousin had to go home. I wish it didnt rain, i would have had more fun. But it was still fun. The festival was at the park. Damn i love that park. I have so many memories attached with it. I used to always go there and sometimes get chased by disgusting birds that looked like deamon possesed vultures. But yeah one thing that i loved about that park was the band stand. I used to always imagine having a prince and princess ball and meeting my prince charming there who would swoop me off my feet. Such a dreamer i was. This year for my 16th i really wanted to throw the party there but it would be too far away and most people would not be able to go. So i thought i will do it of rmy 18th. Most definately. And hopefuly my then, ill find that prince charming i used to dream of ;)

Did you loose your wallet? Day 26 of the 30 day challenge

So today we went to Macarthur Square, when we were going home we found a wallet lying there. So we picked it up and looked inside to see if there was any ID. There were bank cards, credit cards and all that you would expect in a wallet. We thought weather we should hand it into the info desk or maybe the police station. But we decided neither. The guy was a member of the wests club at lumeah so we thought maybe we should give it in there. But then we thought that the guy may not get it, and there was a significant amount of cash in the wallet and someone might end up taking it. So we decided to get his address and go to his house directly. He wasnt home so we left a note with our number and address. After about an hour we got a call from him and he came to pick it up. The guy was clearly very happy. I'm very happy we got the wallet to that man. It was a very good deed. Usually you never get back your wallet. Mum once lost her wallet which had everything inside it including the hosue keys. But who ever found it decided to never give it back. So we had to change the locks and alll because our house keys were lost.

On other news we were watching curry tv and this singer was singing. It was on live tv, and all of a sudden the guy got electicuted and fell to the ground with blood coming out of his mouth. Then the mic stand fell on his neck, blocking his path of breath. And im sitting here, watching all this happen and thinking "what the hell". Why is there no safety precautions or anything? Why are  they so disorganised? *SIGH* I hope the guy is okay now. Since it was live they stopped the program and now some other random thing is happening which is not really interesting.

DAY 26 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

The last argument you had

The last argument i had was actually today with my dad about houses. We are planning to buy a house or build one this year. So we had a agument on when where and what type of house. So that is the last argument i had :)

Un-expected eventful day

Today was a rather unexpected but eventful day. I was forced to stay home and not go anywhere due to the fact i got a "bad" report. Bad meaning not coming first T___T but yeah, so i stayed home and studied. My singing teacher who is my aunty and somewhat a friend to me as well said she would come over today. She said she was going to come in an hour but she never did so i called her. She said she was going to go to the city and asked if i was going to come. I said i wont be aloud because i have orders from the "king" to stay home and slave away (study). So she said okay and then hung up. 2 minutes later she called me again and said get ready were going to the city. And im like, no were not. Shes like i called your dad he said you can come with me. So i got ready taking the oppurtunity because my parents dont really let me go anywhere. It came as a huge surprise to me that i was actually allowed to go because knowing my dad he would never say yes. Even my aunty was surprised. So we got the 3:10 or something train to central and got off. We met up with her husband there and went to china town. I've never been to China Town so it was so overwheliming for me. There was so many people and food and smells and stuff on the street to be sold. I nearly got lost so i had to hold onto my auntys hand like a little girl. We went to this underground place in china town where there was mini resturants. We ate at this place where the food was still sizzling and cooking when it was bought infront of you. Pretty cool. But they gave so much that i couldnt finish it. I had ordered mongolian chicken and rice (Y) So yeah then we went to paddy's market to chek out what all the tv commercials were about. To my great dissapointment it was a tourist hub. Every single there was a I <3 Australia merchendise. So yeah we ended up spending sometime at Market City. I saw a pair of Doc.Marten boots and instantly fell in love with them. There blue and floral! They were $170 and i was contemplating weather to buy it or not. They had only one in my size because my feet are ridiculously small and they hardly get shoes in that size. So i told them to hold on to it and i will be back. So i walked around the mall thinking if i should buy it or not. Meanwhile i had some really good ice-cream from this shop which had fudge and all in it. By the time i finished the ice -cream i decided to buy the shoes. I had to ask my parents if it was okay though. They said if i liked it i should buy them. So i did. I am so happy =D hehe. So yeah i also found this nailpolish which i have beeen looking all over the place for at morning glory. So yeah we came home around at 7 ish and then dad gave me a lecture on my shoes and then my report. But they are okay now. I think. There still annoyed at my report. But i will try and do better next time. Well i have to, there is no other way.

Day 25 of the 30 day challenge

What zodiac sign are you? Does it fit your personality?


I am a Gemini,I personally feel that my zodiac sign is a perfect fit.It dictates my personality completley. Here is an example i have found on the internet that i have linked to my personal life.

However, as the sign of the Twins, there is a dual aspect to the Gemini personality, making it difficult for these individuals to stick with any one thing in order to master it. This is so true. I can never stick to one thing. Over the years i have done classical dancing, piano, swimming, tennis, judo and singing. I have left singing two times and took it up again, but am now determined to go through with it. I went through to competition tennis but then left it. I was doing really good in pian and even won a gold medel once but then left it. I have never gone through with one task. Other than that, other stuff about a gemini that fits my personality is that i need freedom and can never be pinned down to one area. I wont be able to live in a house for two long because i will get bored of it, no matter how beautiful it is. I cant be put in one area, like i will never be able to work in an office by myself. I need to talk to people. Or my work has to be people dealing. Thats another thing. Being a gemini, communication is very important. And those who know me, know that i never, ever shut up. Independence. I never like anyone doing anything for me even if its my parents. I want to do everything by myself, like i dont want to depend on others. Like any other gemini i am a non-conformist and do not accept rules and conditions that are accepted in society. I have my own views on the norms and rules in which i live by and those may be unacceptable to others. Another thing that i have as gemini is that I think too much, and feel too little, which has some consequences in many aspects of my life. There are so many other things but that is just a few, basically i would say whatever there is on the internet about a gemini woman is pretty much spot on. Weird yes, but true. Understanding a gemini can be very hard becuase often they dont even know what there on about. Patience is something that gemini's will benefit from. And with that i agree.

Day 24 of the 30 day challenge

A picture of someone you fancy and why

I think most of the grade know this already, but the only person i fancy is skandar.  Ever since year 7 i have had a massive celebrity crush on this guy. I never thought that my celeb crush would last thing long. I mean come on im in year 11, but look it has! haha. Why i fancy skandar i dont know. His looks? His way of speaking? The fact that he is british? haha i really have no idea. It has been so long that i have forgotten the reason why i fell for skandar initially. But though the years i have just never been able to divert from him. Despite the fact i think josh dallas posseses god like looks, i still fancy skandar over him any day. But yeah i dont know. I like how skandar is so simplistic and so, so handsome. Despite the friends barf every time they see his face i think he is really good looking. So yeah i guess that it is.

Oh and we got our reports today. Eww.

Day 23 of the 30 day challenge

Write about your day in great detail

So i woke up at 6:30am because i slept in half an  hour. Until 7 am i walked around the house and talked my dog. From 7am to 7:30 I studied a bit for Legal studies (my baby) haha and then had to practice my classical singing before my teacher set me on fire. After that i got ready for school, went down stairs made my self a coffee and had coffee and buiscuits ofr breakfast because i didnt feel like food. 8:40 i left the house to go to school. By the time i went to school people were already in roll call so i ran to roll call. Luckily my name wasnt called out. I sat in roll call doing the drivers practice test for the L's on my ipod. Then we had bio. For bio had to do transects and quadrants. We had to draw and label diagrams and all that. Yafa found some tree sap which looked like a crown so we played with that for a while. We also saw a spider which looked like a squid adn voldemort put together. Disgusting. What next? We had legal studies so we did a mini quizz and read an article and started on law reform regarding sports. Then i went to art. In art i sat there for half the lesson trying to figure out what i will do for my Body Of Work which sadly enough is on the concept of identity. So my first idea got scraped on the first day. My second idea making a mini bookself and putting objects that symbolise my culture into it. Then it got hard because the teacher kept of saying i ahve to make it "lateral" not "literal". So then i looked at the artist called Joseph Cornell who works with boxes and stuff and puts in little pieces of him that make his identity. So yeah i got "inspired" by him and now i will be making a book shelf with 8 squares. In each square will be a jar with an object relating to my identity in it. Next we had lunch. I ordered a cheese pizza from the canteen which sells the most untasteful food and with no surprise i found it tasted bad. We had a social justice meeting which was cut significantly short. So i just worked on my ideas for my BOW. Last we had English and we had a sub XD who gave was all lollies. haha :P We finished watching Macbeth my Brozel and got an essay question. After school i came home and practiced my song which i have to perform. But i forgot the keys to play so i called up my singing teaher but she never picked up. Then i had a shower (Y) What else? My brother came home after he got a hair cut and we had another one of our bro sis heart to heart. The nail polish from my pinky got off so my brother put it on for me. But he dosent know how to put on naik polish so he had to take it off with a tissue. Insted of taking a bit off he took the whole thing off T__T so then i thought him how to put on nail polish :P what else? I looked for houses online because were planning to build a house soon and stuff. And yeah now im hungry and that it my day in great detail. Extremely boring, i know :P

What type of Boy attracts you? = Day 22 of the 30 day challenge + AMRUTA (PROBES)

Durga puja is coming up (not really) but my classical indian singing teacher is forcing me to start learning a vaerity of song so when the performance date comes closer i will have a wide range of songs to choose from. Theres this song I really like and its actually one of my grandparents favourites as well so I really want to perform that one. On other news I have planned out my month of June :) Fully packed. This saturday (2nd) I wil be going to the annual food fesival in campsie and im hoping to reunite with some long lost friends from my primary whom i havent seen in 7 years. The next week (9th) is my sisters baby shower so it will be fun :) the week after that (16th) IM GOING TO THE NARNIA EXHIBITION BABY! haha i am super pumped for that!  And yeah on the following week (30th & 1st July) is my party XD yay :)  So yeah i am very exited. The only down side to this whole enjoyment is that we are getting our reports this week and then i have parent teacher interviews. eww. And then there is the legal essay which im still throwing a hissy fit over.

Today Amruta decided it would be nice to take my phone and put it down her shirt and kept it there along with a piece of paper which had notes on it. So she looked like she was feeling her self but its okay i still love you amruta ;) GO GET IN THE LUNGI ;)

 

DAY 22 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

What type of boy attracts you?

Intelligence, that is something that is attractive amout a guy becuase guys can be smart academically but are the intelligent on all aspects? So yeah intelligence in a guy attarcts me. Also someone who has a sense of humour and can make any situation fun and interesting. Looks wise i would say someone who dresses really formal as times and then just down right cozy. Much like me. There are days where i will dress formal where ever i go and then there are those days where i go every where in trackies and hoodies. A guy who looks serious i find attractive, even though that sounds weird. Like he always looks like he is in thought. But then again I would want him to be like really cheerful as well if you get my drift. Like switch from serious to cheerful. But by cheerful i dont mean hyperactive but like smiley? And by serious i dont mean im going to kill you serious but serious in thought serious. You know a study has been conducted that daughters looks for characteristics of their father in their partner and i guess im doing that as well. My dad looks like he is going to kill someone half the time but then the other time he looks really happy and cheerful. So yeah, what else? Boys with wide eyes and a really nice smile :D Umm, boys with a musical tallent such as singing i find attractive. And moreover if that boy sings classical indian songs because i love listening to classical songs.  But yeah what else? Someone who can fit into any situtaion and gets along with everyone. A guy who respects both elders and youngsters attratcs me. Someone once told me that you can always tell what type of a boy he is by the way he treats people under him. That means treating people who is under in age and in status and work. Respect is a big thing.  And someone who is family oriented i guess. I dont knw what else to write. I guess thats it i guess for the type of boy that attracts me. Mind you im only in year 11 at the moment, and these could change.