Saturday 12 April 2014

The small things around us.

So, one of the many things i do when i log onto the net is go on tumblr.
For those of you who live under a rock and have no idea what tumblr is, its a site where you can basically find amazing and lovely gifs and photographs about EVERYTHING in the god damn world, and i mean EVERYTHING.
Tumblr is known for its quirky and hipster photos. Most of these photos are actually photographs of everyday things such as a street lamp, or a light post or just a random ally that we never walk through in fear of getting raped. It always so happens, that these are the photographs that seemed to get reblogged the most.
But that made me think, all these "amazing" and "beautiful" places or things are all around us and it has come to the point that we only "see" and realise the beauty of these small things when they are photographed and put right in front of us. Why don't we ever stop in the middle of the street to appreciate the flowers or walk through that perfectly safe brick paved road and appreciate the beauty of all the small things around us. Why is that we only appreciate this via the computer?
I just find that really sad. I mean i too am a culprit of this. I just saw a photo on tumblr of a small ally and I'm like damn thats so nice, i wish there was something like that here. Well, there is, and i walked passed it the other day but never took notice of it because i was too busy doing something that probably wasn't that important.
So my message to all you guys out there is, look around. Open your eyes, go on that street you have never been on, go to the coffee shop you thought looked weird, or go and sit in that isolated park. Open your eyes to see the small things in life that make it so beautiful.

Signing off.
Forger. xo.

Monday 7 April 2014

March/April update

Hello there my internet humans
I am very very sorry that i have nearly complexly neglected this blog! It’s been a while and in my defence, i have no time to  breathe let alone run a blog. Although the down side is, i have lost a bunch of my readers, but its okay i am going to cry and post more often ( i have said that way too many times)

So there is really nothing interesting that is happening in my life. the highlight of the past few months would have to be me getting a UNSW hoodie  today. Although i do believe it was a tad over priced ($59) but it is so so so warm. Incredibly warm! so now we will figure out of this was worth it or not in a few more weeks when the cold hits! 

On other news it was one of my best friend’s birthday and so her boyfriend and i threw her a surprise after uni! we went to circular quay, had dinner, cut the cake and even topped it off with embarrassment as her boyfriend and i sang a duet for her in the open with people staring! haha but it was a enjoyable experience non the less! 

Im not sure what i should feel about uni, like i feel i am not studying enough. But then again i remind my self that HSC was different and it was about knowing your content back to front whereas here its morel like understanding the content and then applying it to real life. 

I cannot wait till May 10th because that means… I CAN SEE BUBLE! haha 

I really hate statistics. like really, really hate statistics. 

On other news I’m thinking of starting a you tube channel, but who knows how that will go. I don’t even have time to blog or write in my journal T_T

Signing off. Forger. xo. 

Wednesday 26 March 2014

Update on uni life

HELLO HUMANS OF THE INTERNET!

So i have been really busy with 5 LONG days of uni and work on the weekends! I come home around 7:30-8pm and basically want to collapse on my bed and never get up again. WHAT IS STUDY? but no, in all seriousness though uni is not all the bad, especially since i can turn up in a hoodie and snapback and trackies #southwestensydneyrepresent haha i havent done that yet! But don't worry, winter is coming around and you know what that means... I'm going full hobo mode :) 

So updates on my boring life is that i am surprising so much more social than i was in high school. my levels of socialness (it is now a word) is even blowing me away. i love all my classes and can you even believe that i am even starting to like chem!? I KNOW AMAZING RIGHT? haha. So yeah the friends that i made at uni are all so awesome and then there are the 25 mac fielders who are like a sense of "home" haha  oh how i miss our grade

The past few weeks have been going good, i handed in my first assessment for uni! the quizzes for maths (eww) online are okay except they give like random questions to everyone so you basically can't work with someone -.-' i seem to fall asleep in every stats lecture haha i guess some things don't change. maths and i are a no go zone but sadly statistics is a MUST for psychology! WHY!? do i choose subjects that need maths -.-'

So yeah what else? I am contemplating on making a youtube channel but i have no idea what i am going to upload on there. still a lot of thought to go into it and also there is the factor of time which i don't seem to have any. 

Time managing in uni is so difficult, i haven't ONCE been able to skateboard when i get home because its too late :( what ever happened to my days of skating around the streets with wind in my hair? GIVE ME THOSE DAYS BACK 

so yeah i really have nothing interesting to say besides the fact that my new bio lecturer is from Russia and if you close your eyes HE SOUNDS LIKE DRACULA (just doesn't look it) but yeah, so basically i learn nothing in bio and just imagine what would happen if he turned into a vampire bat and sucks the blood out of the some 600 students in the auditorium. (and now you know why i have no idea what we are learning)

Signing Off.
Forger. xo. 


Saturday 8 March 2014

ITS BEEN A WHILE

Firstly i am so so so so sorry i haven't blogged in like say... 3 months. And now i have probably lost most of my regular viewers.
I have no reason for my lack of blogging besides the obvious fact that i was just plain lazy (initially) and then i went on holidays for a month and returned in mid feb and then boom UNI STARTED.

So yeah i shall give you a run down on how the last three months have been

January
- Really good start to the year
- Went out a lot
- spent roughly $250 on books to read
- started playing piano again out of my own interest
- made a uni jar
- GOT MY BLODDY RED P!!! (drivers licence)
- Got into my dream uni UNSW
- Got into the course i have always wanted to do (bachelor of psychological science with a complementary major in neuroscience baby) HAHA
- Flew away to malasiya, singapore and curry lands for a month!
-My best friend and i had our flight time at the same time (15 mins apart) which was really cool so we just met up at the airport

HOLIDAY
- malasiya was effing amazeballs
- the food was cheap as shit and so so good!
- i met my dad's uni friend and his family who are the sweetest things ever! their hospitality was just over the roof! amazing bunch of people and i can't wait to go back to malasiya to spend time with them! they have two son's who are hilarious and a really good company! and they also had to put up with my shopping HAHAH
-singapore was good too the hotel view was amaze balls since we got the river view and the city view all in one
- everything was expensive like aus but good quality
- universal studios was good
- malasiya and singapore both have really bad coffee
- curry lands was offing awesome
- a lot of singing and dancing went along
- a lot of gaining weight went along due to every family member stuffing food in your face

February (end)
- UNSW O WEEK
- EFFING AMAZING O WEEK
- i hate uni stairs -.-'
- freebies were good

March
- I GOT A JOB LIKE A LEGITIMATE PROPER JOB!
- First week of uni started

So the first week of uni was just crazy, i am still getting used to UNSW's massive campus! my lectures are like all over the place and i have to constantly run, skip and jump from one lecture to another. My timetable makes me cry. i come home at 10pm on mondays -.-' most days 7 and i am lucky if i get through the door at 7:30 on fridays *sigh* what is life?
But none the less uni itself is just overwhelmingly different. No one really gives a dam who you are or what your doing. Everything is independent and i actually quite like it.
 The 10th floor of the library is my sanctuary and the view is just superb. it has also become the mac fields hang out!
I have managed to make a few friends and they are an awesome sauce bunch of people! i joined a few clubs and societies and have basically drank coffee from all the coffee shops/stands on campus to sus out the best one. And after going through mugs of coffee i can proudly say that the white house has the best effing coffee in unsw! so hats off to you guys!
However because i have a lot of science subjects i have a lot of labs and tutus which means long hours and a tiered and crazy srestha. I came home yesterday and just collapsed i had no energy left in me to do my work and i already have a scientific essay due next week. (please kill me)! so yeah i also had a 7am shift today which didn't help i just wanted to sleep!
i also caught up with eric today after so long!  a good dnm session was much needed! i am also in the process of trying to convince him to come to unsw (wish me luck guys)

Once again i apologise for not blogging and i will try to be more frequent!

Singing off,
Forger.

Tuesday 31 December 2013

GOODBYE 2013

You can find my link to Goodbye 2012 if you CLICK HERE

Alright guys firstly i would like to give a huge huge huge thank you for reading my blog and keeping up with all my rants and shit. You guys have helped me to get to 4050 views in just two years! Although it doesnt seem much, to me that means heaps! I honestly have never thought i would every get this many views. Most of you guys that read this are my friends form school or somewhere but i know that some of you have passed on this blog and recommended it to your friends so thank you thank you and thank you! For both reading it and sharing it! The past two years since i made my blog i was in high school and now i have graduated and will start University next year! This only means one of two things. Either (a) there will be more interesting posts about by life  OR (b) there will be more stress, panic attacks and rants you will have to cope with. Either way i will try to entertain you, with my happiness or sadness!

So lets get onto the usual ritual shall we?

THE TOP THINGS OF 2013

1. GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL
2. SAT THE HSC
3. DID WELL IN THE HSC
4. GOT MARKS TO GET INTO MY DREAM COURSE
5. Got a skateboard and have learnt to ride it really well. I can now skateboard around the streets!
6. Got the skull candy headphones i was eyeing
7. BOUGHT A SHIT TONNE OF BOOKS
8. Discovered my love for history and the War of roses
9. Discovered my love for Shakespeare AFTER HSC
10. Made really good long lasting relationships with two of my tutors who are now basically my friends (THANK YOU RANGA AND SHWETA)
11. Moved into the master bedroom which is massive and now i can dance around in it without bumping into anything
12. Managed to bribe my dad into giving me his bookshelf which is massive (I've wanted that since i was a kid)
13. Bought a new family car
14. I NOW OWN THE GREEN CAR
15. Lost friends
16. Made friends
17. I actually wrote in my diary more often
18. Gained weight.
19. Lost weight
20. Got a guitar
21. Cut my long hair off. It is no longer upto my waist.
22. Finally got to see my best friend who i haven't seen in 2 years! He is honestly the most sweetest human being ever. Because we hadn't seen each other for so long and he had work he pulled and all nighter so he can get all his work done and get it to court before he saw me. I'm so happy he might be moving closer! Which means i will be able to see him more!
23. My other two best friends and I went down to bondi. I never swam past the shore line and they took me right into the ocean like RIGHT IN. I was scared shitless, but hey what are best friends for yeah? They held my hand the whole time so i wouldn't drown hahaha. So yeah i never jumped or swam through waves ever and that was a first and it was the most amazing time.
24. Spent all my money on books and coffee
25. Had a road trip to wollongong
26. MET MY IDOL - IISUPERWOMANII
27. Jigged school
28. I may have gotten over skandar... WAIT WHAT? Yes thats right, after 7 years of crushing on skandar (edmund from narnia) i have decided to let go and move into a once again not that attractive British boy (Robbie Kay)
29. I became really close with a lot of people from my school and made long lasting friendships with them!
30. Went back to my home town campsie a few times, and yes tears were shed
31. MICHAEL BUBLE CD COLLECTION! i have another 3 to go and then i will have ALL OF THEM MUAHHAH
32. Got buble tickets
33. failed maths :)
34. My singing improved despite the fact that i haven't practiced the classical indian stuff for like one and a half years :')
35. took up dancing
36. Made lots of artworks for fun
37. Nearly died of coffee one day. i drank 1L HAHAHA :')
38. Got an iPhone
39. Had too many mental breakdowns during HSC
40. Went through a rough time when my cousin was about to die and i remember praying day and night to let him life. Stupid ass hoe of a bus driver ran over him (this was in curry lands btw)
41. Liberal one and i had a massive sook because I'm a young labor rep and i was so angry! And that proceeded to a massive fight between me and this guy for a week before elections and after, arguing consistently because he was a liberal and lets be real I am not going to let you win an argument
41. Well i realised i have the ability to make people laugh around me (maybe I'm just plain mean and rude and people think thats funny?) the biggest complement i got was from this random girl who i met at a party and she was like "who is she? i havent stopped laughing since i sat next to her"
42.  I HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE! this asswipe decided to drop as at the station (my two best friends and i) and he went 100 in a 60 zone and did an illegal turn and a blue car nearly crash into us.
43. Became closer to my family and my brother
44. I made a bucket list!


So yeah! Thats about it guys. Thannk you all very very very much once again for sticking around. Some of you have followed by blog from the beginning and some just recently. Whoever you are and whenever you started, i just want to say thank you very very much.

Also a huge thank you to everyone who supported me this year. A thank you to my family, my friends, my grade. Thank you for the amazing memories. I have come out of 2013 as a more confident, vibrant and funnier (or meaner) srestha.

HERES TO 2014 MY LOVES! LET THIS BE YOUR YEAR!

Live this year without fear and without hate.

Signing off,
Forger. xo

Saturday 28 December 2013

UGH

Well today i woke up with the mind set that ITS GONNA BE ONE AWESOME SAUCE OF A DAY

which it was initially. Everything was going perfect and nothing was wrong. I was thinking to my self, "well wow, today is turning out to be really good" little did i know that i probable jinxed myself in the process. Because soon after it turned shit. And now i am sitting in my room like an anxty piece of shit just being annoyed and frustrated and feeling UGH. I am just so bloddy annoyed and could really do with a punching bag (humans will be good too). I feel like either screaming at someone really loudly or just running away and hiding. UGH WHY??? I can't even deal right now, why do i feel like this?

I wish i could have started today all over again and prepared for my self for this massive low.

Signing off.
Forger. xo.

Friday 20 December 2013

DOOMS DAY

I mean we all have to die one day right? haha so hsc results came out...
WAIT WHAT? WHERE DID THE EFFING YEAR GO???

haha i was so stressed the whole week before i had been having nightmares and all!
i didn't sleep till  3 in the morning contemplating my results

so basically the day bands were out i was up at 4 looking at my phone! then my friend texted and said the results were out so i checked online and was surprised. so after showing my parents one of my best friends from primary came over and we went for coffee! oh and before that my friend who is also my neighbour turned up at my house at 7:30 with chocolates! it was so so so sweet of her :) so yeah the rest of the day was just meh and me dying for today. i also may have eaten half a pizza due to stress haha. so yeah this morning i woke at 5 and then fell asleep and dad came into my room and was like "its 9am" i literally JUMPED out of my bed and reached for my mac and then yeah atar poped up in front of my face.
we were supposed to pop the champagne but mum got sick so i guess we shall have to wait till jan 16 :P

all the stress, tears and blood did me justice at the end! i was scared that i would do really poorly in some subjects because of my internals but i didn't so i was stoked!!! i am really happy with my result because i can get into my dream course!! I'm so happy! i was really worried about disappointing those around me because everyone was so confident in me and i wasn't. Im just happy i made my parents happy. of course according to them i could have done better but at the end of the day i can get into my course and thats all that matters!

now onto my series of uneventful things i get excited about in my life

- my first injury on the skateboard -  i was about to fall face flat on the road because it hit a rock but lucky i jumped off in time and only just mildly twisted my ankle
- I GOT EFFING MICHAEL BUBLE TICKETS! and the best thing about them was that i didn't even ask for them, dad just bought them and i think i spent the next hour crying
- we bought a new family car which only mean one thing.... I GET THE GREEN ONE BITCHES!!!! FINALLY THE DAY HAS COME ! i have been eyeing that car forever. THANK YOU DAD
- my niece is turning into a mini me. she listens to the same music i do and basically sleeps in the same position and even behaves like the child me (which is still existent)
- i miss my brother a lot. i walked into his room and saw a picture of us on his bedside table. the room was so empty, no brother to piss the shit out of while he watches wrestling and cricket
- catched up with my legal and english tutor over coffee and it was so fun! they have become more of a friend than anything over this year and just causally talking about life and all the stupid things that happened in life was pretty fun
- i made my art teacher cry of joy with my result. such a shame i couldn't go to the morning tea today -.-'