GOODBYE 2013

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Alright guys firstly i would like to give a huge huge huge thank you for reading my blog and keeping up with all my rants and shit. You guys have helped me to get to 4050 views in just two years! Although it doesnt seem much, to me that means heaps! I honestly have never thought i would every get this many views. Most of you guys that read this are my friends form school or somewhere but i know that some of you have passed on this blog and recommended it to your friends so thank you thank you and thank you! For both reading it and sharing it! The past two years since i made my blog i was in high school and now i have graduated and will start University next year! This only means one of two things. Either (a) there will be more interesting posts about by life  OR (b) there will be more stress, panic attacks and rants you will have to cope with. Either way i will try to entertain you, with my happiness or sadness!

So lets get onto the usual ritual shall we?

THE TOP THINGS OF 2013

1. GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL
2. SAT THE HSC
3. DID WELL IN THE HSC
4. GOT MARKS TO GET INTO MY DREAM COURSE
5. Got a skateboard and have learnt to ride it really well. I can now skateboard around the streets!
6. Got the skull candy headphones i was eyeing
7. BOUGHT A SHIT TONNE OF BOOKS
8. Discovered my love for history and the War of roses
9. Discovered my love for Shakespeare AFTER HSC
10. Made really good long lasting relationships with two of my tutors who are now basically my friends (THANK YOU RANGA AND SHWETA)
11. Moved into the master bedroom which is massive and now i can dance around in it without bumping into anything
12. Managed to bribe my dad into giving me his bookshelf which is massive (I've wanted that since i was a kid)
13. Bought a new family car
14. I NOW OWN THE GREEN CAR
15. Lost friends
16. Made friends
17. I actually wrote in my diary more often
18. Gained weight.
19. Lost weight
20. Got a guitar
21. Cut my long hair off. It is no longer upto my waist.
22. Finally got to see my best friend who i haven't seen in 2 years! He is honestly the most sweetest human being ever. Because we hadn't seen each other for so long and he had work he pulled and all nighter so he can get all his work done and get it to court before he saw me. I'm so happy he might be moving closer! Which means i will be able to see him more!
23. My other two best friends and I went down to bondi. I never swam past the shore line and they took me right into the ocean like RIGHT IN. I was scared shitless, but hey what are best friends for yeah? They held my hand the whole time so i wouldn't drown hahaha. So yeah i never jumped or swam through waves ever and that was a first and it was the most amazing time.
24. Spent all my money on books and coffee
25. Had a road trip to wollongong
26. MET MY IDOL - IISUPERWOMANII
27. Jigged school
28. I may have gotten over skandar... WAIT WHAT? Yes thats right, after 7 years of crushing on skandar (edmund from narnia) i have decided to let go and move into a once again not that attractive British boy (Robbie Kay)
29. I became really close with a lot of people from my school and made long lasting friendships with them!
30. Went back to my home town campsie a few times, and yes tears were shed
31. MICHAEL BUBLE CD COLLECTION! i have another 3 to go and then i will have ALL OF THEM MUAHHAH
32. Got buble tickets
33. failed maths :)
34. My singing improved despite the fact that i haven't practiced the classical indian stuff for like one and a half years :')
35. took up dancing
36. Made lots of artworks for fun
37. Nearly died of coffee one day. i drank 1L HAHAHA :')
38. Got an iPhone
39. Had too many mental breakdowns during HSC
40. Went through a rough time when my cousin was about to die and i remember praying day and night to let him life. Stupid ass hoe of a bus driver ran over him (this was in curry lands btw)
41. Liberal one and i had a massive sook because I'm a young labor rep and i was so angry! And that proceeded to a massive fight between me and this guy for a week before elections and after, arguing consistently because he was a liberal and lets be real I am not going to let you win an argument
41. Well i realised i have the ability to make people laugh around me (maybe I'm just plain mean and rude and people think thats funny?) the biggest complement i got was from this random girl who i met at a party and she was like "who is she? i havent stopped laughing since i sat next to her"
42.  I HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE! this asswipe decided to drop as at the station (my two best friends and i) and he went 100 in a 60 zone and did an illegal turn and a blue car nearly crash into us.
43. Became closer to my family and my brother
44. I made a bucket list!


So yeah! Thats about it guys. Thannk you all very very very much once again for sticking around. Some of you have followed by blog from the beginning and some just recently. Whoever you are and whenever you started, i just want to say thank you very very much.

Also a huge thank you to everyone who supported me this year. A thank you to my family, my friends, my grade. Thank you for the amazing memories. I have come out of 2013 as a more confident, vibrant and funnier (or meaner) srestha.

HERES TO 2014 MY LOVES! LET THIS BE YOUR YEAR!

Live this year without fear and without hate.

Signing off,
Forger. xo

UGH

Well today i woke up with the mind set that ITS GONNA BE ONE AWESOME SAUCE OF A DAY

which it was initially. Everything was going perfect and nothing was wrong. I was thinking to my self, "well wow, today is turning out to be really good" little did i know that i probable jinxed myself in the process. Because soon after it turned shit. And now i am sitting in my room like an anxty piece of shit just being annoyed and frustrated and feeling UGH. I am just so bloddy annoyed and could really do with a punching bag (humans will be good too). I feel like either screaming at someone really loudly or just running away and hiding. UGH WHY??? I can't even deal right now, why do i feel like this?

I wish i could have started today all over again and prepared for my self for this massive low.

Signing off.
Forger. xo.

DOOMS DAY

I mean we all have to die one day right? haha so hsc results came out...
WAIT WHAT? WHERE DID THE EFFING YEAR GO???

haha i was so stressed the whole week before i had been having nightmares and all!
i didn't sleep till  3 in the morning contemplating my results

so basically the day bands were out i was up at 4 looking at my phone! then my friend texted and said the results were out so i checked online and was surprised. so after showing my parents one of my best friends from primary came over and we went for coffee! oh and before that my friend who is also my neighbour turned up at my house at 7:30 with chocolates! it was so so so sweet of her :) so yeah the rest of the day was just meh and me dying for today. i also may have eaten half a pizza due to stress haha. so yeah this morning i woke at 5 and then fell asleep and dad came into my room and was like "its 9am" i literally JUMPED out of my bed and reached for my mac and then yeah atar poped up in front of my face.
we were supposed to pop the champagne but mum got sick so i guess we shall have to wait till jan 16 :P

all the stress, tears and blood did me justice at the end! i was scared that i would do really poorly in some subjects because of my internals but i didn't so i was stoked!!! i am really happy with my result because i can get into my dream course!! I'm so happy! i was really worried about disappointing those around me because everyone was so confident in me and i wasn't. Im just happy i made my parents happy. of course according to them i could have done better but at the end of the day i can get into my course and thats all that matters!

now onto my series of uneventful things i get excited about in my life

- my first injury on the skateboard -  i was about to fall face flat on the road because it hit a rock but lucky i jumped off in time and only just mildly twisted my ankle
- I GOT EFFING MICHAEL BUBLE TICKETS! and the best thing about them was that i didn't even ask for them, dad just bought them and i think i spent the next hour crying
- we bought a new family car which only mean one thing.... I GET THE GREEN ONE BITCHES!!!! FINALLY THE DAY HAS COME ! i have been eyeing that car forever. THANK YOU DAD
- my niece is turning into a mini me. she listens to the same music i do and basically sleeps in the same position and even behaves like the child me (which is still existent)
- i miss my brother a lot. i walked into his room and saw a picture of us on his bedside table. the room was so empty, no brother to piss the shit out of while he watches wrestling and cricket
- catched up with my legal and english tutor over coffee and it was so fun! they have become more of a friend than anything over this year and just causally talking about life and all the stupid things that happened in life was pretty fun
- i made my art teacher cry of joy with my result. such a shame i couldn't go to the morning tea today -.-'