Day 24 of the 30 day challenge

A picture of someone you fancy and why

I think most of the grade know this already, but the only person i fancy is skandar.  Ever since year 7 i have had a massive celebrity crush on this guy. I never thought that my celeb crush would last thing long. I mean come on im in year 11, but look it has! haha. Why i fancy skandar i dont know. His looks? His way of speaking? The fact that he is british? haha i really have no idea. It has been so long that i have forgotten the reason why i fell for skandar initially. But though the years i have just never been able to divert from him. Despite the fact i think josh dallas posseses god like looks, i still fancy skandar over him any day. But yeah i dont know. I like how skandar is so simplistic and so, so handsome. Despite the friends barf every time they see his face i think he is really good looking. So yeah i guess that it is.

Oh and we got our reports today. Eww.

Day 23 of the 30 day challenge

Write about your day in great detail

So i woke up at 6:30am because i slept in half an  hour. Until 7 am i walked around the house and talked my dog. From 7am to 7:30 I studied a bit for Legal studies (my baby) haha and then had to practice my classical singing before my teacher set me on fire. After that i got ready for school, went down stairs made my self a coffee and had coffee and buiscuits ofr breakfast because i didnt feel like food. 8:40 i left the house to go to school. By the time i went to school people were already in roll call so i ran to roll call. Luckily my name wasnt called out. I sat in roll call doing the drivers practice test for the L's on my ipod. Then we had bio. For bio had to do transects and quadrants. We had to draw and label diagrams and all that. Yafa found some tree sap which looked like a crown so we played with that for a while. We also saw a spider which looked like a squid adn voldemort put together. Disgusting. What next? We had legal studies so we did a mini quizz and read an article and started on law reform regarding sports. Then i went to art. In art i sat there for half the lesson trying to figure out what i will do for my Body Of Work which sadly enough is on the concept of identity. So my first idea got scraped on the first day. My second idea making a mini bookself and putting objects that symbolise my culture into it. Then it got hard because the teacher kept of saying i ahve to make it "lateral" not "literal". So then i looked at the artist called Joseph Cornell who works with boxes and stuff and puts in little pieces of him that make his identity. So yeah i got "inspired" by him and now i will be making a book shelf with 8 squares. In each square will be a jar with an object relating to my identity in it. Next we had lunch. I ordered a cheese pizza from the canteen which sells the most untasteful food and with no surprise i found it tasted bad. We had a social justice meeting which was cut significantly short. So i just worked on my ideas for my BOW. Last we had English and we had a sub XD who gave was all lollies. haha :P We finished watching Macbeth my Brozel and got an essay question. After school i came home and practiced my song which i have to perform. But i forgot the keys to play so i called up my singing teaher but she never picked up. Then i had a shower (Y) What else? My brother came home after he got a hair cut and we had another one of our bro sis heart to heart. The nail polish from my pinky got off so my brother put it on for me. But he dosent know how to put on naik polish so he had to take it off with a tissue. Insted of taking a bit off he took the whole thing off T__T so then i thought him how to put on nail polish :P what else? I looked for houses online because were planning to build a house soon and stuff. And yeah now im hungry and that it my day in great detail. Extremely boring, i know :P

What type of Boy attracts you? = Day 22 of the 30 day challenge + AMRUTA (PROBES)

Durga puja is coming up (not really) but my classical indian singing teacher is forcing me to start learning a vaerity of song so when the performance date comes closer i will have a wide range of songs to choose from. Theres this song I really like and its actually one of my grandparents favourites as well so I really want to perform that one. On other news I have planned out my month of June :) Fully packed. This saturday (2nd) I wil be going to the annual food fesival in campsie and im hoping to reunite with some long lost friends from my primary whom i havent seen in 7 years. The next week (9th) is my sisters baby shower so it will be fun :) the week after that (16th) IM GOING TO THE NARNIA EXHIBITION BABY! haha i am super pumped for that!  And yeah on the following week (30th & 1st July) is my party XD yay :)  So yeah i am very exited. The only down side to this whole enjoyment is that we are getting our reports this week and then i have parent teacher interviews. eww. And then there is the legal essay which im still throwing a hissy fit over.

Today Amruta decided it would be nice to take my phone and put it down her shirt and kept it there along with a piece of paper which had notes on it. So she looked like she was feeling her self but its okay i still love you amruta ;) GO GET IN THE LUNGI ;)

 

DAY 22 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

What type of boy attracts you?

Intelligence, that is something that is attractive amout a guy becuase guys can be smart academically but are the intelligent on all aspects? So yeah intelligence in a guy attarcts me. Also someone who has a sense of humour and can make any situation fun and interesting. Looks wise i would say someone who dresses really formal as times and then just down right cozy. Much like me. There are days where i will dress formal where ever i go and then there are those days where i go every where in trackies and hoodies. A guy who looks serious i find attractive, even though that sounds weird. Like he always looks like he is in thought. But then again I would want him to be like really cheerful as well if you get my drift. Like switch from serious to cheerful. But by cheerful i dont mean hyperactive but like smiley? And by serious i dont mean im going to kill you serious but serious in thought serious. You know a study has been conducted that daughters looks for characteristics of their father in their partner and i guess im doing that as well. My dad looks like he is going to kill someone half the time but then the other time he looks really happy and cheerful. So yeah, what else? Boys with wide eyes and a really nice smile :D Umm, boys with a musical tallent such as singing i find attractive. And moreover if that boy sings classical indian songs because i love listening to classical songs.  But yeah what else? Someone who can fit into any situtaion and gets along with everyone. A guy who respects both elders and youngsters attratcs me. Someone once told me that you can always tell what type of a boy he is by the way he treats people under him. That means treating people who is under in age and in status and work. Respect is a big thing.  And someone who is family oriented i guess. I dont knw what else to write. I guess thats it i guess for the type of boy that attracts me. Mind you im only in year 11 at the moment, and these could change.

I am so ******* stressed out

 hfpibcj hfvipn hvpi  en hvnipie inpceecncnecn <----- Clear indication of my rage. I am so stressed out at the moment. I was reading over my legal studies assesment and i cnat help but feel its worth nothing. I have promised myself this time i wil get the highest in the class but i feel as if i cant. My essay seems so wrong. I wish the teacher could help edit it for me. I dont know what to change or keep. I am just so stressed i feel like i have landed in a whole and cant see a thing because it is pitch black. I NEED HELP D: gahhh far out. How do i get unstressed? Times like these i need to do judo on someone to release my stress. But who? I might hurt them in the process. My brother has been my manican for way too long. Gah did i mention how stressed i am. I hate stupid essays. And this one is worth 40 ******* percent of my frikin yr 11 grade. IPHVKN;  B;N HGVBF ;NM HBVF 'PJVNF JPHV FHGWDBGISHCBDN;

Birthday shopping and Day 21 of the 30 day challenge

So today my aunty, I and my brother priyo went shopping for my birthday dress. First we chose this red one that has one sleve made of roses. It was a maxi type dress. I really liked that one but then my brother didnt like it. So i had to get another one. So next we chose this knee length red dress which looked better. So we bought that one. So i guess i will be dressing up as little red riding hood for the party insted of aurora :( haha but yeah the dress looks pretty good, now all i have to do is buy shoes. I got all the birthday invites printed today, they look mad thanks to my uncle who made them! What else? Mum and I finaled the list for the 3 parties and we fixed the tymings and all. My brother got his ear pierced today! I was more sccared than he was. While we waited we choose out the earing. Correcting, I chose the earing. I really liked this light blue one but priyo didnt like it but at the end he got it because he got to choose my dress so i got to choose his earing :) The gun was loud but it was over in three seconds. The lady doing it said that I was more scared than him, which was true. Haha but  yeah it was fun. I also bought a new pair of jeans (Y) lol i decided i want a mac book and my parents said yes. So now i am very excited :) I also want the dr.martains books they are soo bloddy sexi! haha. Nothing else really happened today. I booked for the parent teacher thing. REPORTS ARE COMING OUT THIS WEEK! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEEEEEEE! so yeah i am terrified for that. Especially my maths mark. I hate maths so much its not even funny. Hate is a compliment for maths from me. Thats how much i hate it! There is so much more to do for the party. I have to order the tables and chairs and then the baloons and my aunty wants to make a baloon arch but i have no idea how the hell she is going to make one. So yeah. I really need to clean my room. It has gotten so messy over the week.

DAY 21 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

Do you read? Whats your favourite book?

Yes i do read. I love reading. I have a few favourites. One of my all time favourites is "How I live Now". Its an amazing book which is set in England about an American girl who goes to live with cousins she never met in England. Shortly after she arrives WW3 breaks out and her guardian (aunty) dies. They are all seperated and yeah i dont want to reveal the whole plot just incase you decide to read it. Another one of my absolute favourite books is "The Girl From Bhagdad" Amazing book which i bought last year. Its a real life story about this girl from Bhagdad and how her family g oes though so much torture and her dad leaves her mother. She nearly gets raped and she looses the love of her life and her mother nearly dies and its basically a really sad story. But it is so damn good at the same time. I suggest you to read it. Its really good! And its a real life story :) haha. so yeah currently I'm reading a book which is basically a investigative journal "article" (book) by Tariq Ali. Its called "The Duel Pakistan On The Filght Path Of American Power" Its really good so far. I'm really into books about the middle east because they always end up having the most interesting stories.

Btw im obsessed with this song! And and and the guy in it Faydee is friends with my brothers friend and my brother said he will get his autograph for me the next time he meets him. YAY! This is why i love my brother =D

Somewhere in the world and Day 20 of the 30 day challenge

Somewhere in the world there are children walking the streets wearing ripped clothes, souless shoes and a stomach that longs for just even a crumb of bread. Somewhere in the world there are teenagers who have run away from home for reasons only they behold. Hungry and tiered and sick of the world around them. Carrying thoughts of suicide in thir head and wanting to end there lives. Somewhere in the world there are adults, just like your parents and mine, sleeping on the street, covering their children from the wind and thinking "when will we get some food?" Somewhere in the world, both far and near from our door steps are those unfortunate who have given up complaing. Whose life is a mess and they have no power or way to fix it. Somewhere in the world they are suffering while somewhere in the world we are living lavishly.

Many think that poverty exists only in third world countries, but it dosent. It is everywhere. It its really sad that we choose to ignore it. We think that if we dont pay attention to it, it will go away. Well it hasnt, and i dont think that it will any time soon. I saw this picture ages ago in the newspaper where next to a high rise builing in India is a slum. Does anyone see a problem with this? Does anyone see the socal injustice and inequality evident here? In 2009 I went to India and Bangladesh to see my family. My dad said to me when you go there you will realise how lucky you are. He was right. We are so bloddy god damn lucky to have a roof over our heads. There on the streets were children so young walking around with their hands out asking for money. Some banging their fists on the windows of the car to get something, that just might get them past tonight. And you know whats sad about all that? Not only the fact that they are children and they do not deserve this, but the fact that all these people are just neglecting them. People are screaming, shouting, cursing and often hitting the children just becase they asked for a few cents. Why? Why are you doing this? Do you have no humanity? What the hell has the world come to? And then you have those women holding babies in their arms, crying and wanting some money. The baby so skinny and so weak. Obviously they babies havent had the chance to eat or drink. My question here is why would you not give money to this poor lady? Would it kill you to give her just a few rupee or taka? (indian currency & bangla currency) What makes you not want to give it to her? Cant you see she is suffering? Seriously.

I get so frustrated when i see this. It's just so sad, there is so much inequality in the world and we sit here and choose to ignore it. Even donating a few dollers makes a change. So please, if you ever walk down the streets and you see someone collecting money for charity. Please donate, even if its just $1, because every cent counts.

DAY 20 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

Take a photo of your room and talk about it and the things in it

So this is my room :) Well parts of it :) Not that big but comfy enough for me. So i have a double bed as visible. You would expect me to have a single bed but if i did i would be sleeping on the floor. This is due to my extremly bag sleeping habbits which force me to move around continuosly. Some mornings i will find my self on the opposite side of the bed. How i got there? No idea. Ontop of my bed i have the wodden blocks from typo that says <3 NARNIA. This was a birthday present from Richie on my 15th birthday. The most amazing present i must add. Ontop of that i have an autograph from skandar! Yep skandar ;) ahah next photo you have my bookshelf. Ontop of which i have statues and photos of hindu deities =D and then you ahve my table with sticky notes on the wall of homework and reminders and revision notices. Then you have my notice board which is quite of embarasing :P But yeah the white board part has stuff like reminders and my atar goal, motivational quotes and things i have to remember. Then on the otherside i had notes which i have to hadn in and pictures and stuff that are very dear to me such as the UN youth camp thin, my mini red chucks, a book mark my mum gave and all sorts of other things. So yeah. That is my room =D

Who am I? and day19 of the 30 day challenge

Once again it is friday and thank god it is. This week has been so fast. I was sick on wednesday which i used to my advantage and finished my legal essay. Except i dont know how it is like now. It is good or bad or im so stressed out about it. I dont wanna loose my rank in my class for legal. Legal is my favourtite subject and i dont want to fall behind on it. So for the past few days, as i have mentioned in my previous post, i have been contemplating about who i really am? Who am I? What is the real Srestha? With so many people I act differently because thats how i have to act at that time period with those people. Like I will be different in Maths Class to Legal Studies. Someone who sees me in Maths class will think that im some kind of a drop nut crack head who dosent study and dosent care about her  life. But if someone sees me in legal studies or biology they will see me studying to hard and with so much concentration that it will look like i think about nothing but studying. Same goes with people. When I'm home and with my mum and dad im me. I'm very close with my parents, I share everything with them. My dad is like my venting machine. If I am every annoyed i just go and sit and talk with my dad because my dad and me think very alike and I feel that with a few short words he can understand me. With mum its the same. When im with friends its again different. My bestfirends will know me to be hyperactive, laughing like a manic and making jokes that half the time make no sense. At the same time my best friends know me to be this OCD person who is stressed all the time about studies, future and clenliness. And then the list goes on with close friends, friends, aquaintances and so on. Everyone knows a different site of me and now its come to a point where im like, WHO AM I? Which chacrter is teh real me? Am i what my bestfriends see me as? Am i what my parents see me as or am i what others see me as? I have no clue, and this is troubling me alot. I knw this all sounds so stupid to you, who ever you are who is reading this, but i am just so confused. I am in an identity crisis! And yeah, i just dont know what to do, or how am i to find out who i am? All i can gather is that im really cultural and traditional which is one aspect of me that all levels of family and friends know. This post is getting long and you are probably getting bored. I'm going to go do day 19 of the 30 day challenge (below) and rant on about my identity tomorrow :) So be prepared =D

DAY 19 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

A baby photo of you and a photo of you now, what are the differences?

p.s CLICK THE PHOTO TO ENLARGE!

Excuse the crapy quality that my camera and the light brought about. I took a photo of the two baby photos from my old album. The first photo was taken when i was 1and a 1/2 i think. The second photo was taken when i was three. And the last was taken when i was 15.... Im still 15 until June xD haha but yeah. So now. The differences, lets see. Well, from the first stage to the secong, my face becase more longer than the round baby face. My eyes look much bigger. If only i had big eyes like that now T____T. The change from the seconf photo to the third is alot. I think i look completletly different. My eye brows have become much more daeker. My nose a bit sharper? I dont knw :s But dramatic differences. So  yeah i guess thats it for the differeneces. The face as a whole also looks differene but yeah thats a given. We all look different in baby photos, i just look unreckogniseable :P

anyways, goodnight guys im off :)

Identity and Day 18 of the 30 day challenge

I have finished my legal studies eassay. You honestly dont know how relieved happy i am now that i have finished my essay. Only problem is that its 2 and a half pages on word doco and i need to wriyte it in class in an hour. So im hoping i can do that. So yeah, i have putting finishing it off for a very long time and now its finished!

Identity. Macqurie Fields High students are completly exhausted from studying it for English. If thats not bad enough, out next topic for art is IDENTITY. Except for art im guessing it will be much more interesting as you can work so much more with the concept of identity. Despite studying about identity in english it never occured to be amout what identity actually is. Only in art when i was thinking what i will make my artwork about did i realise that i have no idea what my personal identity. Identity is what makes you different from every single person in the world. It's basiclaly a label palced on you that can be identified by everyone. But what is my identity besdies teh basics? I understand i am a human and my name is srestha but what else is there to me? I dont really know who i am myself. How can others know who i am? I am in an identity crisis! No seriously, i have been thinkin, since monday, what makes me, me? What is there to me that i, myself can distinguish and label? I honestly have no idea. And i have no idea how I'm going to find who i really am. I just havent worked it out yet. Who am I?

DAY 18 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

Yous see, this 30 day challenge was supposed to end last month but im still upto day 18 out of 30. I blame this souley on school work.

Your views on religion

Views on religion. Religion is probably one of the most widely spoken about topic in the world. This is becase everyone has a comment to make about it. I know some people who are completly fanatic about their religion. So fanatic that it often causes arguments within friends and even whole communities. Others i know have no view at all. My views on religion lies in none of the two stances i have just mentioned. My views on religion is that all religions are the same and to a great extent are man made. True i may be religious but under no circumstances am i a fanatic in any way shape or form. There is so many things in my religion that i refuse to belive because it sounds absurd and illogical, but that dosent mean i dont respect it. In my opinion, all religions deliver the same message ; do good deeds. I have not come acorss any religion that does not have the central message of that. What i find realy stupid is all the controversy between religions. I mean come on people. We live in the 21st century! Why are we fighting over which religion is the best? NO RELIGION IS THE BEST! THEY ARE ALL EQUAL!  I really dont understand why people have to make such a fuss over religion. We are all human. I also dont appreciate people judging and defmaing other religions. ALL RELIGIONS SHOULD BE RESPECTED. The people who have the urge to make stupid comments on other religions should be mindful that it does hurt those belonging to that religion and you would not be happy if that happened to you. Due to me being one if the minute population of hindu's from bangladesh, my inital childhood was spent being harrased by other bengali's because I'm hindu. Who cares what religion I am, my religion is just a label. It does not define who i am. I am human and that is what defines who i am. Religion is a very delicate topic and is one of the easiest ways to spark controversy within people. I am deeply sorry if i have offended anyone.

Please take a moment to thank & Day 17 of the 30 Day Challenge

We are all lucky. Very lucky. I dont think we understand how lucky we are. I know, you all have heard this a billion times and it alwasy goes through one ear and come out the other but stop and think for a while. How lucky are you? How lucky are you to have a roof over your head and a floor beneath you and four walls around you to keep you safe. How lucky are you to have food on the table and get access the things we take for granted each day such as food, eater, shelter, access to legal and medical aid just to name a few. We go to school or work each day and come home and usually the only thing we have to worry or stress abuot it what is for dinner or the amount of homework or assignments piling up on your desk. While they worry about if there will be chance for a meal today, or what will happen tomorrow, will they be able to eat tomorrow? Where will they sleep tonight? What are they doing to do when winter comes around? Wouldn't you consider yourself to be lucky? Or do you consider your self to be unlucky because you dont have the latest gadget and all your friends do. I mean where has humanity gone? It seems to have vashined out of thin air. Hardly anyone these days feels the need to be thankful for what we have.
Its funny, all this occured to me while in legal studies a month or so back. And ever since then, a day has not gone buy since i thought abuot it. Thought about what? Well we were doing textbook work and there was a photo of a very sad looking man who looked very cold and hungry and sad, sitting in an old dirty bed with a few sheets covering his body and a beanie over his head. His bed was situation between two walls on what looked like a foot path. He was looking down and had dirty all over his face. I can not take that mental imagine out of my head no matter how many times i have tried. It might seem very weird  but there is a clenching feeling in my heart whenever i think about that picture. The sad thing is, there are thousands, millions of people out there all over the world facing the same and even more detrimental situations. Some of them have probably never seen a loaf of bread in there life. Why is the world so cruel? I wish , i really do wish i had the ability to bring light back into these peoples worlds. No one, no one deverves  to be unhappy. Everyone had the right to be happy and smile. But why arnt all these millions of people doing just that? Why do they have such cruel fate. You know, this has been going on for thousands of years, this social inequailty. But, no one yet, and i dount anyone ever will, will find a solution to this. It is not possible to help all these people single handedly. Working as a team it will be possible but then think about it, how many people would actually be bothered to work hand in hand to try and achive equality thoughout nations. It really saddens me to know that what i am writing will probably not be taken into consideration. Maybe some of you dont even care about this. I dont know. But whoever you are and whatever  your stance is, I hope you are thankfull that you are one of the lucky ones who dosent have to worry about if there will be any food on the table tonight or what they are going to do for winter because they have no clothes.

DAY 17 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

A picture of your family. Talk about them

My parents, lets see. Well my mum makes amazing food as so does all mothers around the world. Yes my life depends on food. My dad and me have alot in common. Our way of thinking and approaching and resolvgin situations is identical. My dad is kind of like my inspiration. He has done so many things that I too want to do.  He is a pHd in Science, has written in International Journals, Written books, Is the editor of a scientific journal called wetland and is even in the book called "Who is who is science in engingeering" a book with names of prestiguous scientists and engineers. Daddy even studied at Imperial College of London. Those are just some of the things he has done. He has done so many more things which i admire him for. As for my mum, she is a wonderful person who is a kindy teacher at the best primary school in the world (Campsie Public School). She basically left her carrer path as a scientist and left her pHd mid way just so she can take care of me at home and stay with me. I honestly would not have been the perosn I am if it wasnt for my mother. She too is my inspiration. She tought me so many things that i wouldnt have learnt if i was left around in child cares.

salvation army voulenteering day

Firstly, i havent been doing my 30 day challenge so i appologise. I'll get to it someone this week. So i have a fever, blocked nose and blocked ears. In conclusion, feel very sick. Today was the annual salvation army red shield appeal thingy which i have been doing every year since year 9. This year we finished within 4 hours which is pretty good because in year 9 we did 6 hours and didnt get much money. This year we got a pretty decent amount :)
So one of the houses we went to this man opened the door. Before he opened the door, i was peeking thru the window and told yafa and chantelle (who i was doing the red shield appeal thing with) that its a teenager guy. Yafa disagreed because the walls of the bedroom were purple. Whilst we were having this coversation the person who i thought was the teenager guy opened the door. Only he wasnt a teenager guy. He was a man. Well not even a man. As soon as he opened the door Chantelle and I exchanged glances and broke out in histectic laughter while yafa was staring at us tryign to make us shut up. Chantelle was able to control and stay quiet but I couldnt hold it, i was luaghing so much that i hadto bite my lip to stop laughing. So yeah, why were we laughing? This personwas this man of im guessing mid 30 to early 40. Slightly overwight . Looked like a snowman and had golden brown and black hair upto his shoulders. According to chantelle he looked like an "orangotang" haha so yeah that was the highlight of the voulenteering thing.

After i came home i slept a bit and then went to Macsquare becasue i needed a coffe travel mug. I bought this pink one (Y) Anyways, i spent the remaining few hours with my brother where i was on his fb stalking ppl since i dont have fb. So i went on this persons page and my brother is like "oi give" and im like " wait i want to see whats going on" and my brothers like " ill show you whats going on" and diverted to this page where i was dissaspointed to see someones photo :/ anyway so yeah. Next i was stalking this other person and i askedmy brother "hey where was this?" and my brother was like " yeah cuz i knw, cant you see me inthe background, i was the waiter at the party" (it was in bangla, and therefore funnier at the time) but yeah. Anyways, thats about it. The last para was most probably lame but it was funny at the time =D haha so yeah. Now i have a blocked nose and ear (no ideahow thats possible) and i need sleep. I wish i didnt have to go school tomorrow :/ i feel so sick. Oh also i gave my brother the flu as well because we are basically like superglue all the time at home. So if you hug him,beware you might get the flu as well =D
anyways, im off, goodnight guys :) <3

Something that has been troubling me alot.

Something has been bothering me for the past few days. Not something, but more specifically, someone. I find it extremely frustrating and agrivating when someone talks to you because  they need something from you. It could be something materialistic or something as worthy as the power of knowledge. So there is this one person who has done just that. This peron for the past few months and weeks has been talking to me very closely getting information. But suddenly they stopped, and i thought nothing about it. Maybe they are busy. Yeah right. So I looked at the conversations and found that all the information they needed i had already given to them. they no longer had any use for me. So now i am frustrated at how i trusted that person and thought they were a friend. They unfortunately just turned out to be like the common others. It funny you know how you dont know peoples motives. You accept them and give them your all but in the end they turn out to be as ruthless and self centered as the fictional characters you see on television. I dont think this person realised what they are doing. Or maybe they do know and think that I havent noticed. Well whatever it is, dont expect me to ever again help you again. Your time is done. Im done, no use asking any more stupid questions that no on else will asnwer but me. If you still wanted me to be there and guide you, you should have thought about that before you did this. At the end, im sorry but you have bought this upon your self. And one more thing. Eveyone can see the moon when its up in the sky...

Facebook Rant and Day 16 of the 30 day challenge

Okay, so I would love to swear but alas i can not because some of my family members read my blog ever so often. So as you have guessed by the title, my blog is about facebook. Face book was originally created to keep in touch with people, not to document you life evey two minutes. Bceause quite frankly, NO ONES WANTS TO KNOW WHAT YOU DO EVERY 2 MINUTES. I deactivted facebook last year for senior years and some people have coem upto ma and asked "HOW CAN YOU LIVE WITHOUT FACEBOOK?" how? normally. Facebook is a major waste of time. Dont  get me wrong, it is very useful but when your trying to do assignments it can get the better of you. I will be actiavting again, After HSC though :) What the hell do you do on fb? Talk to people? Hardly. If you talked to people and you know catched up  with people how hardly talked to or you knw even talked with your peers about some assignment or homeowork. That is cool, go for it. But insted of doing valueble things like that, we stalk people T_T seriously, think about it, how many times a day do you stalk someone? That my friends is another reason why i have deactived. So there is your answer :) Now my rant today is about status's. I do not see why people have the urge to update their status EVERY 2 MINUTES i mean seriously, come on. Who cares if your drinking a can of coke or of your going to hungry jacks or going to have a shower or walking around your backyard? No one cares. I mean if you write a status about normal stuff its all good. But why every two minutes? Why? I do not understand the logic of it. Here is an example, that one person who goes "Im going out to westfield" ... 2 mins later... "Im on the train to westfields....minutes laster...."Im off the train and walking to westfields.... 2minutes later... "Im at (inster shop name) trying on clothes LOL..."Im at the food court eating sushi"... 2minutes later..."Just finsihed eating, now more shopping...minutes later...."Im waiting at the station to go home".... YOU GET THE POINT. why ? why pollute my news feed, and everyone elses one with such stupidity? If you want to update a stat about going shopping, go ahead do it, but why every 2 minutes documenting your life. I mean what next your going to write "taking a piss at westfields" srsly?
Another thing that i find totally unnecessary an have no idea wht people do this is the "im home alone" status. Have you not seen the home alone movies? I mean what you want to get raped by soem pedophile who sees your status and comes kocking at your door? Serisouly, why would you do that, why would you jepordise your own security?  And now the most imporant part of the rant, and im sure you will agree. Those primary school kids who has hardly seen the world outside of their primary school gates updating status's like "Ohhh he broke up with me, i want to die" Hunny, your in year 6, your 12. Do you know what love is? Because i dont. Im in year 11 and i have no clue what it is, i still sleep with a teddy bear. And then you have that year 6 person writing stuff like "he's my king, but im not even his princess" yeah tahts right, go watch disney movies and get off fb. And that line does not even make sense. Why the hell would you want to be his princess? Why do you want to be his daughter?  Okay so yeah, that is my facebook rant.

DAY 16 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

What does your childhood smell like?

What kind of a question is that? I dont know what my childhood smells like T_T.  I have no idea what im going to put as my asnwer because my childhood doesnt smell like anything. However, the only thing i can say that possibly remind me of my childhood is the smell of smoke and somthing burning. I dont know why, but that smell makes me feel at home =D

Day 15 of the 30 day Challenge and LAPTOPS

So, I am in desperate need of a new laptop. My current one that i am using is approximately 3 years old ( since i got it ) and it has died. No serisouly it has died. I wanted to use it until i get to uni and then buy a new one all reayd for university but my laptop begs to differ. It now takes 7 minutes for everything to load and open when once upon a time it used to take 2 at MAX! I get random viruses and sometimes my laptop laggs liek no tomorrow, much like the school computers we got in year 9. Also it is so heavy! The battery dies pretty quick and it basically has died. I really need a new laptop. This time im thinking on going with a macbook pro. I dont know if i should. I will be doing some asking around and researching, so if i come upto you and ask randomly is you have a mac book dont think im a freak :) (even though i am) So yeah, today was spent house hunting, which eventually led to nothing and yet again no decision. I have a feeling we wont be moving houses any time soon T_T Once again i have failed to do any sort of studies or homework which is killing me inside. I know i should be doing my homework but i really dont feel like it and besdies its already late and i haveto go sleep soon because of school tomorrow.

DAY 15 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

Places you have lived

I have not lived in many countries, most of my life so far i have been living here in sydney :) Which is pretty okay i guess. I was born in Bangladesh and then later moved to India, then moved back to Bangladesh and then moved to England where i lived for a few years, 3 I think because dad did his degree at The Imperial Colledge of London. Right after that we moved to Sydney Australia, and i have been living here ever since =D I would love to go back and live in England but dad says i probably wont like it there anymore. I beg to differ. [because Skandar lives there ;)]

My sisters baby kicked + heaps of remotely interesting things + day 14 of the 30 day challenge

Prepare your self for an EXTREMLY long post :)

As you can see, I havent posted for a long time. I souley blame this on my disgustingly overpacked school schedule. I was supposed to study today but that never happened. Insted i went shopping and then my sister who is heavily pregnant came over. I havent seen my sister in a long time because of school so i was very happy to see her. I also FELT THE BABY KICK! I cant wait till my niece is born. I have everything planned. Im going to make her a scrapbook from the days he was born till her 18th Birthday! Im going to take her palces buy her things and guide her in life. I have to wait intil august until she is born though. I even have a name for her... Saronita. Saronita is my name (SAROthi) and my sisters name (naboNITA) mixed together! The happiest thing that happened today is i felt the baby kick. The baby is very naughty. it never kicks when i place my hand as soon as i take it off IT KICKS! not only does the baby play games like this with me but also with my brother in law (baby's father). So yeah. I went to buy my mothers day present again. Iinitially bought her a mug from myer but then i decided to buy her something else. So i bought her an over coat and a sleeping gown from myer too :)  And now i am broke and have no money in my bank account.

Days are going too fast! It's already may 12th! Im very excited for my 16th birthday. I really want to get my licence =D haha, i went to look for the dress im going to wear on my birthday but i didnt find any ones that i liked. A few days ago me and my brother had a DNM which was very funny because people who see us think we are enemies but at home we are very close. I was helping him with his maths homework and i got really annoyed at him because he wasnt understanding easy questions. I know now what my mother feels like when i dont get a question :/

Peer support was on friday. My group is very loud. I dont know how teachers cope with these chidlren! I was on the verge of pulling my hair out! I am currently very regretful. There was this guy from this other group and he was disturbing my group and i told him off really bad. And then after a while he was wondering off by himself and i felt really sad so i called him to join our group. But i feel really really really bad for telling him off so i will look for him at school and appologsie to him beccause as crazy as this sounds i keep thinking how much i might have hurt him. Imagine if you got told of my a senior when you were in year 7 :'(

So yeah, what else? my list of songs to downlaod were blowing up on my ipod and i finally downlaoded them, they totalled 34! Im also obssed with this song called "so hot" by loudmouf CLICK HERE TO LISTEN TO IT . I have a theory that maxibon ice creams make me go high. Yafa. Neoma and I were walking and i saw a car and i was like singing to the car "DAYMN CAR YOU SO HOT" (lyrics changed from teh "so hot" song by loud mouf") haha so yeah. Do listen to the song if you havent so already!

On another news, Maria my clyde says if anyone asks her how much she loves them she will reply with this " I love you as much as the stars in the sky... in the morning"  Clearly there are no skys visible in the morning. Thus Maria's point is proven :) She remains evil =D haha

DAY 14 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

What is your favourite meal?

Most definately Fish and Chips! I really dont have a paragraph to write about fish and chips. And  im guessing your already bored by reading that massive post i posted to i shall give you a rest until next time =D

Day 13 of the 30 day challenge and peer support

Peer support, i love kids, i absolutely adore them but th group of kids i had made me feel like tearing my hair out. I have to say i have the most disobediant, complaining little kids in year 7. They do not want  to work, listen to anything. One of them tried to convince me that zombies were real, and then i tried to explain they were not he told me to "shut up" and then said " im depressed now" *SIGH* Its a struggle to make them do work, after hard work they did like 2 pages and then went to play bull rush and basketball and play on their ipod. I tried to make them all stay together and play as a group but who listens to whom these days T_T Funnily enough ( if thats even a word ) i have started to refer to them as "my kids" LOL i have grown quite fond of them and it is fun to joke around with them but i really wished they would be a bit more respectful and listen to me once in a while.
Looking at my group of kids im thinking, "what must the teachers face?", they have to put up with these types of kids and some even wore all the time for the rest of their lives. I will never misbehave with a teacher, not that I ever did. It's funny, when we were in year 7 we were such obedient little kids, we never complained or joked around or talked whiile our leaders were talking. I wonder why these kids are. But then again, kids will be kids and they just want to have fun. I guess even though i find them slightly annoying, I will miss them once peer support is over :')

On another note, i have kind of slacked of studying and its kind of bugging me bug time. I just cant get back on tarck no matter how hard i try, i have even stopped my singing practices which is also bad because my singing teacher is most likely going to kill me :) So yeah i have no idea how to get back on track so if you have any ideas please let me know. I blame the holidays, its there fault :) haha, anyways so my mother has once again managed to cut her finger. Excpet this time... SHE CUT A QUATER OF HER PINKY OFF (y) good job mum. And now it will take 4-5 months, maybe 6 to grow back T____T so yeah, not fun. Over the duration of a few weeks i have grown the facination for the colour pink :s weird because my favourite colour is green and brown. Anyways, i need a new laptop D: I'll have to wait until university to get one though. So i have done enough ranting I shall go onto day 13 of the challenge.
Oh also on other notes, my brother screamed infront of the family saying " I WILL SUICIDE IF YOU COME ANY FURTHER" all whilst standing ontop of the stairs because I picked up a cockroach and was comign near him. Sigh, not manly, but very funny :D

DAY 13 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

If you could live off one beverage and meal for the rest of your life what would it be

I love coffe, it is basically the love of my life, but I dont think I would be able  to life off that, so the beverage I could live off if what everybody lives off, WATER. But if i were aloud to have an addional beverage i would indeed choose coffee! as for meal i would have to choose fish and chips because it is my favourite meal =D

Secretly listening into Fifi and Jules on the radio while they didnt know I was on the line and day 12 of the 30 day challenge

So, today something weird and funny and cool happened =D So i was listening to 104.1 fm as i always do and they had this quetsion about if you knew someone who gave up their whole carrer fro someone else and to call them. So i called them up and what happened was they picked up but didnt knw i was on the line. Ther were pre recording 2-3 minutes of the radio show beofre it was going online. So this man was beofre me and was talking about his experience and i was listening to him thinking that they will talk to me after they finished with him. I was pretty excited because this was teh first time i got into the line of 104.1 fm because it is always so busy. Anyway, so after teh guy finished Fifi and Jules still didnt end up talking to me and i was wiating for them on the line. They were talking about some private stuff like a normal conversation that wasnt on air, and something about a party and im here on the other line thinking, OMG OMG OMG do they know im here, there talking about their person stuff with each other while im here D: and then all of a sudden they turned on teh radio and recorded " okay now were going to switch to this song" and played a song. At that i was thinking, okay i shoudlnt be listennig in so i cut the line. And after like 2-3 minutes all that was recorded when i was on the line was played on teh radio, including the last part where tehy swictehd to the song and teh exact song that i heard them record was on the radio. So yeah it was pretty freaky, and im kind of disapointed at the fact that they dindt realise iw as there for like 5-10 minutes listening to them. *sigh* but it was pretty fun

On another note, on tuesday last week Maria and I came up with the conclution that "im the chosen one" why? Well we were walking towards the canteen and it was raning and shes like " far out its raining like theres no tomorrow" To that i replied " there is no tomrorow" and teh lightening flashed and then Maria is like " WOW, (at the flash) how do you know theres no tomorrow?" and then im like "Because im the chosen one...." and at that point the thunder crackled and yeha it was pretty cool and then maria is like " dont say anythign else, just shut up okay" LOL Therefore I have come to a conclution that i am the chosen one =D


And now...

DAY 12 OF THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE

Some thing you are excited about

At the moment I am very excited about my birthday party which im throwing for my 16th. I'm actually more excited about my party than turning 16 and getting my licence, which i am hoping to get the day after my birthday. But yeah, I am very excietd for my party, the theme i decieded is going to be disney characters and i have alot of ideas for decorating the place =D I am litteraly adding and chanig ideas to my idea list. Hopefully it will turn out the way I'm imaging it to turn out! fingers crossed!