WORST DAY OF 2012

So, how was my legal exam? I cried. Thats how it was. The love of my life (legal studies) has betrayed me! Thats right, do you hear this legal studies? you made me cry. How could you? Do you feel happy now? Huh? I thought what we had was something special...

So i sat there in my exam and had a black out on one of the short answer questions. Exactly what happened in my science exam last year for SC. I sat there in the middle of legal with nothing in my head. So what do i do? Instead of trying to think i start to cry. Followed by me giving up. Then i thought to my myself, "no don't give up" so i wrote like crazy and then i gave up again. Most of my exam was a mental battle.

I am so glad its only year 11 but still, this just brought down my self-esteem to a whole new low. I will never be able to become a lawyer, let alone purse my dream career of becoming a diplomat.

I admit...

I admit i didn't try for maths this year. In my defence the only thing i have to say is "I'm a gemini". Looking at the test today i realised that it was really easy if i actually payed attention in class. oh well. I will try next year though. I have no choice. The prelims are nearly over and i haven't talked to my dad since saturday when he left to germany. :'(
I remember at the beginning of the year i put my heart and soul into biology and now the night before the exam and i haven't made notes for the last topic. WHY SRESTHA ARE YOU DOING THIS T YOURSELF!

On other happy news, my grandma is coming to Australia next month :D And she is making me one of those name necklaces which i've always wanted. I wonder what name she is going to put on it seeing i have a gazzilion of names. One from each family member to be exact.

I cant wait to see my grandma, i haven't seen her since year 8 :(

I have a feeling i wont end up talking to my dad until he returns form germany which is sunday =='
Stupid time difference T_T

Wish you were here...

So my dad decided to head off to Germany today and leave me alone to tackle my Preliminary exams. Now, as much as I disliked my dad calling me up after school and interrogating me about my exams, I will miss it. I have to go through the preliminary exams without my dad. To you guys reading it  this might sound weird. But think about it, would you be able to do your exams without the support of one of your parents? I sure cant. Anyways, i will try my best even though I'm basically screwed for majority of my subjects. By majority i mean ALL. You know, as much as I'm scared for my exams, I'm also really excited. I'm going to be in year 12 o.O. Anyways, I just wanted a little break from studying. I shall retreat into my little cave and study for the night.


GOALS FOR THE HOLIDAY
'- Learn how to make caramel slice
- Read a book
- Take the dog for a walk
- SLEEP
- EAT
-LAUGH

I've been waiting for this day since year 7 :')

I can not express in words or actions how happy I am that there is no more sport. I have been dreaming of this day ever since year 7 and now its here. But my only regret is that i could not enjoy the last sport class ever of high school. Today was supposed to be the last sport class and i was going to go and actually do sport for once in my high school life. However, i chose to stay home :(
Prelims are so close, its only 4 days away. Why the eff is time going so fast? I don't want to go to year 12, I'm not even tall enough D:

In a matter of months we will be graduating high school and going in different directions. We will possibly never see some of our class mates again. The outdoor shelter will be deserted. There will be no more lunch times spent nagging teachers for our test papers. Everything will be so different.
You know, I wonder if we have matured. I see my friends and my classmates around me and they look the same. To me they never grew up, I never grew up. I'm still the same old girl who got her hand stuck in the vending machine and refused to let go of my coke and started crying because i thought i was going to die :L
Life will never be the same again without the class of 2013.

Macbook pro

So after much anticipation, I finally got my Mac Book! I thought i wasn't going to get it until the holidays but my dad took a spontaneous decision to buy a Samsung Gallexy Tablet thing and said he would buy me a mac book as well =D. Yay me :) I'm still getting used to it, there is so much to explore with the mac book o.O

I didn't  get a chance to study all day which means i will be cramming tomorrow for the prelims which is next week D: Time is going to fast, were (my grade) going to be in year 12 in just a few weeks. Year 12 is going to fly by and then BOOM! Were in uni.

Anyways, I'm getting tiered. These days nothing even remotely interesting happens so i can't blog about anything. I have also completely neglected my diary from July, it's nearly september now.

I give up

Preliminary Exams creeped up sooner than i expected. Time is going to fast. Today i realised in legal class how hard prelims are going to be. I thought i knew my legal contest good. Boy was i wrong. I opened the 2011 exam and i died. I guess its my fault because i completely neglected the reform stuff because i didnt feel like it. Now i feel the pain. Maths, no questions asked. I am prepared to see a 20% in my exam. Grah. These days i feel so sleepy because of all the studying. HSC is scaring me now T__T. Anyways, i shall go back to procrastinating and drinking coffee.

Coincidental? a sign? my stupidity?

Okay so this really freaky thing happened. It's probably not freaky or mearly as interesting to you but to me it was quite "wow". So last night i had this weird dream about this guy who i am an aquaintance with. The guy is really good looking and i may or may not have had a crush on him some time back. But thats not the point. I woke up in the morning thinking. WTF? Because it was totally weird, I've never talked to this guy in my life, just met him here and there and BOOM he's in my dreams. Thats not the freaky part, the freaky part is that today i felt like stalking ppl in fb. Since i dont have fb i was using my dad's and i went on that guys page. And there it said it was his birthday today o.O and the most freaky part is not that it was his birthday today and i saw a dream about him, but that... HE WAS WEARING THE BLOODY SAME SHIRT IN MY DREAM AS HE WAS IN HIS DP. and i dont have fb so i havent seen his dp since last year. WTF?

Anyways, you guys are probably thinking im a total nut case who is thinking too much into stupid things such as this, in which case you are right. But yeah, i just thought i should blog about this so i can laugh about it when i get older.

On other bad news... We finish yr 11 in 4 weeks. Need i say any more?