Deception

The truth can often be decieving, a harsh reality that you wish you never came to face with. In such position my life now rests. I have witnessed what i thought even a few days to be, what they call, impossible, yet i guess sometimes we are wrong. We are only human. Friends you thought were close to you, people you loved and cared for and thought they would be right there by your side decieve you. They deny it right to your face and you cant see through them because you belive them. People like this, despite the fact that they treat you like a lonesome dog on the street and pay no respect to you, you still love them. Why? Why do we feel so heart broken when we see such things right before our eyes? Why do we spend days crying over that one person who you thought was going to be by your side. Why do we waste tears for no reason when they are infact no reason. Why do we feel so empty and asif nothing can ever go right in the forseable future? Why? Do you have an answer? No, as i presumed. Why is it that it is our dearest who decieve us and carry on with their lives as if nothing is wrong. And one day when they face us they act as if nothing is wrong and presume you dont know the truth. I wish to see these people again, just once and tell them straight up how much they have hurt me. How much i trusted them and how they threw it away like the old dress you never wore or liked. At times like this i wish i never met them, or even if i did, i wish i never knew them well. I wish i never knew them to an extent where it would  cause pain when they left without notice. I wish ... But like that song says; "what dosent kill you, makes you stronger". I only hope I am strong enough to face the challenges ahead of me. If there is hope... it lies in your self, no other.