Tuesday 1 January 2013

Realisation...

2013! I hope this year is better than the last. Even though 2012 was pretty awesome :P
 So as promised here are my new years resolutions


  1. Make new friends
  2. Socialise more
  3. Get out more with friends and family
  4. Don't hate anyone
  5. Don't fall in love with anyone (brownmanthinks is an exclusion to this)
  6. Stay motivated 
  7. Study as hard as you can
  8. Try to stop biting your nails
  9. Do an act of random kindness
  10. Get an Atar of 90 + and get into the course i want to do

This is my last year in high school and as much as I have always wanted to leave it and go into the new world I will miss it. I will miss all the people that I've grown with in these 6 years. I will miss roll call and classes, the out door shelter, all the teachers and students. The people i love and even the people i cant stand. I will miss them all. They all add to the atmosphere of the school. But most importantly I will miss my friends. Ive grown to love them so much that I cant imagine going to Uni without them. Now i know that I don't go to Uni until next year but I'm graduating in 9 months and although that seems ages away i know it will come sooner than anyone will ever expect. I really don't want to go to Uni without them. Will anyone in Uni be able to handle my weirdness and stupidity. Will anyone know how much I love food and my habit of making jokes that accidentally insult people. Will anyone ever know me as much as they know me? I don't think so. They know me like I know myself. There like my family. Yes there are fights and tears and insults but that just adds to it all. Im getting all emotional thinking about leaving them behind and meeting new people. Yes sure I want to meet new people but no one will ever be able to take the place of these people. I know i will never loose contact with them nor will my friendship with them weaken but it's just sad how i cant see both of my idiots in school and class everyday. I will try and make the most out of this final 9 months with them. Although I will be occupied with studies and what not I will still try and make some room for these wonderful people. Gosh this year has gone on so fast and now 9 months seems so little. 

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