I want to...

I want to live my life surrounded by books. Books of all sorts. I want to constantly learn new things and discover new mysteries about the world. Build new theories and prove them right. I want to wake up to coffee by my side and a stack of papers to read. But not to read as a chore but to read for fun. I want to stay up all night reading and then force myself to put in down and go to sleep. I want to go an adventures to new countries and see the world. I want my window to outlook a forest where the algae  has taken over the tree trunks and the air always smells fresh. I want to go out to my balcony and take a whiff of the fresh air and feel deep down inside that this is freedom. I want to experience love. Ive never been in love but I imagine its kind of like the feeling you get when you see your food coming in a restaurant. I want to love my job and look forward to going to it everyday. I want to talk with the worlds top adventures, scientists and philosophers. I want to learn. Always. I want to read and be transferred into a world thats not in the realms of this universe. I want to be free. Gosh there are so many dreams I have. I have my life painted perfectly in my brain. I know that life doesn't always go to plan but there is no harm in trying. Who knows. Maybe I can live my life like that one day. Maybe one day when you walk into my house you will see me buried in papers and research. Not on computer but on old coffee stained sheets. I want to meet the person of my dreams who is equally as weird as me. Someone who loves books and science and adventures and philosophy as much as I do. Someone who knows how I think, knows all my weirdness but still thinks I'm sane enough not to be put in a mental hospital. My vision of a perfect life is very different to many. I want to make my parents proud. I want to give back to them more than what they have done for me. I want to make my grandfather proud. And more than anything I want to wake up one day and say"I did it."