The Beggining of the End

So from tomorrow I will start the beggining of my end. By that i mean that it will be my final 1 and a bit years before I end my highschool life and hopefully get into Law at a good Universtity :) Ahh this day has come so fast, and i can just imagine myself saying that again when its teh night before my HSC. A few weeks ago I was looking at this leaflet my school sent out to all students which says what each year will need and how much you have to play and so on. Whilst looking through it I remmeberd the time  when i first got that leaflet in year 7 I went to the year 11 and 12 section, at the time I was thinking to my self "Its such a long way away" and returned to my year 7 section and now? Im already in year 11. I think these two years are going to be both challenging anf rewarding. I really hope I can keep on track and get the marks that I desire because these two years will be my potensial life decider! LITERALLY. Tomorrow is going to be a new beggning and I'm very excited, I just hope I can overcome all challenges which I face. To all those year 11's out there who are starting school tomorrow  GOOD LUCK!

HE IS NOT A GIRL

okay so recently i have been posting alot on my blog but i have these sudden burts of thoughts that i just HAVE to jot down. So this one is about this EXTREMLY GOOD LOOKING ABSOLUTELY HOT ACTOR i came acorss. He also has long hair, olive skin and brown eyes which i find extremly attractive. So i showed my sister, brother-in-law and once of my best friends and to them ALL  he looks like a GIRL. I really dont see how ge looks like a girl T_________T he looks perfectly boyish to me. So ive been stalking him ALL day on youtube, twitter, fb fan page and google and i just came seem to get my mind off this guy. I find him very attractive and yeah. okay this is a really tsuppid post but i just wanted to let it out to the world and who ever tht reads this that i find this guy very cute =D so yeha here is a picture of him :P

I'll do it later, I promise.

So I've been thinking how much we humans waste time every single day. You know, its times liek these after i've finsihed watching a movie and find everyone at home asleep that i reliase that i have just wasted 2 hours of my life watching a boring movie which wasnt even that good but i still chose to watch it. Insted of watching that movie i could have been doing something much more productive such as reading a book , newspaper or maybe even finishing off a half painted art work. The concept of time and future really scares me i mean seriously think about it. How fast did 2011 go? And the years ahead of me are going even faster. Im litteraly scared senseless at teh concept that i will be doing my HSC next year. What seemed like light years away to me before appears to be just a small drive to the out skirts of Edinburgh.
I also sometimes wonder why we humans are so lazy. It seemes as if this gene or trait has been passed down from out ansestors because every single person feel lazy or lathargic at one point. I however seem to feel it more often than othhers. By lazy i mean me not wanting to study but insted sit in a corner staring at a blank white wall thinking about my future then coming to a conclution that i will probably die a cat lady if i dont study, after doing such i come to a conclution that "I'll do it later i promise".
You know i realy want to be someone in life. I look around me and see so many people folowing their dreams and achiving so many things and i want to as well. I have faith that i can but there are times where i feel like i cant. The holidays are nearly over and i really need to get my act together if i want to succed and achive my ambitions. I wish i could stop wasting my time on others and focus on my studies because quite frankly i think that i waste too much of my short time doing stupid things. Honestly i cant wait till school starts because then i will be on track and studying my ass off. But for now all i shall do it return to my cave with lilac walls and think about my future and hope that someday, hopefully soon it turns out to be the way i wish it to be.

I WILL GET TO NARNIA

The love of my life

So this guy has many names, he may have be dipicted as Mason, VJ, Edmund, occationally ADRIAN but mostly SKANDAR. So my ideal guy is skandar. i love him and tht is basically the bottom line. I have thsi thing with british guys and middle eastern guys and skandar is like a two in one combo, like those weird and wacky shampoo conditioners you find in hotels that do both jobs in one  :P haha so yeah he is absoluetly GEORGEOUS! like OH MY GOSH but yeah many of my friends find his attrochous but i find him charming on so many levels. so without further ado i present to you the guy i wil someday marry.

STORY OF MY LIFE TOLD BY A TUMBLUR POSTER

this pictue is one i found on chloe's tumblur its basically where i woudl love to live with the contsant company of SKANDAR