So my final exams for high school is about to start tomorrow. yes. the day i have been dreading and thought was far far away has finally come. with less than 24 hours till my first exam i have no idea what to feel. I feel extremely scared but at the same time i feel really excited as well because with each exam i sit i know that i will never have to look or think about that subject again.
All that i am really scared about know is my atar and if i will get into my course. Crossing my fingers i do, but if i don't its not the end of the world. Of course i would love to get into my preferred course in the first go but if i don't i can transfer after first year.
I know you all are quite stressed and that is quite normal but i just want you guys to know that we have worked to our best of abilities till this point and if we just push ourself that little bit more we can see the light at the end of the tunnel. These four digits with a decimal point in between will NOT define our lives. We are so much more than that. Those numbers will never dictate how successful we will become in life or the person who we will become. At the end of the day it all comes down to individual initiative and drive. If you have the drive you can do anything. Maybe you wont be able to accomplish it this time round but you will get there.
Exams start tomorrow and i want to wish each and everyone of you enormous amounts of luck! And just think in a few weeks time all this will be behind us and we will venture into the wide world where we will take on a new identity and pave our futures.
Best wishes and lots of love!
Signing off,
Forger. xo.
